Class of April 2014 Part 29
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Great pic, Mariah!
Yes, free- please send some of that pesto my way- I just saw a recipe for pesto pizza ...
Top, I'm very sad you did all that driving and no Texas. Kansas ?! Yep- I did a little sliding on our roads today- thankfully have 4 wheel drive ... helps
Ups- I feel your quote- my sponsor said today, " these feelings won't last forever ... " regarding how hard it is for me to finally face them ...
I'm much more comfortable crawling in my little hole ...
But to really be and stay sober, I'm having to learn to talk and feel and be who I don't necessarily want to be but know I have to work on being - so I can move past this thing ... on with my life .
Love my fools!
Yes, free- please send some of that pesto my way- I just saw a recipe for pesto pizza ...
Top, I'm very sad you did all that driving and no Texas. Kansas ?! Yep- I did a little sliding on our roads today- thankfully have 4 wheel drive ... helps
Ups- I feel your quote- my sponsor said today, " these feelings won't last forever ... " regarding how hard it is for me to finally face them ...
I'm much more comfortable crawling in my little hole ...
But to really be and stay sober, I'm having to learn to talk and feel and be who I don't necessarily want to be but know I have to work on being - so I can move past this thing ... on with my life .
Love my fools!
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That is great Izzy! Good to read your post today Tops, enjoy the storm
I had to take the flat shovel to the drive way today....made a good dent in it anyway. Still working on posting more photos. Tired & the feet are hurting.......not even 9 on Saturday night & im looking forward to 10 so I can crawl in bed
I had to take the flat shovel to the drive way today....made a good dent in it anyway. Still working on posting more photos. Tired & the feet are hurting.......not even 9 on Saturday night & im looking forward to 10 so I can crawl in bed
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It is a beautiful picture Mariah
It is a beautiful picture Mariah
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Originally Posted by izzy8
Great pic, Mariah!
But to really be and stay sober, I'm having to learn to talk and feel and be who I don't necessarily want to be but know I have to work on being - so I can move past this thing ... on with my life .
Love my fools!
But to really be and stay sober, I'm having to learn to talk and feel and be who I don't necessarily want to be but know I have to work on being - so I can move past this thing ... on with my life .
Love my fools!
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Lovely picture Mariah!
Izzy, the journey is worth it, I promise you. You'll discover that you are so much stronger and more authentic than you possibly realise right now. Onward and upward.
Tops, 3 day weeks will be fabulous. You've definitely earnt it, all those dreadful night shifts are behind you I hope. Will you still get to use the hot tub though?
Off to see my parents today, each in their respective homes, it's a bit like a tour of the county. Mum didn't recognise my sister the last time she visited, I'm hoping that's just a blip but I'm prepared in case the same thing happens to me.
Have a great Sunday all.
Izzy, the journey is worth it, I promise you. You'll discover that you are so much stronger and more authentic than you possibly realise right now. Onward and upward.
Tops, 3 day weeks will be fabulous. You've definitely earnt it, all those dreadful night shifts are behind you I hope. Will you still get to use the hot tub though?
Off to see my parents today, each in their respective homes, it's a bit like a tour of the county. Mum didn't recognise my sister the last time she visited, I'm hoping that's just a blip but I'm prepared in case the same thing happens to me.
Have a great Sunday all.
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Originally Posted by Noolan
Izzy, that's it. I for so long viewed my personal problems and addiction problems as separate issues. In reality, they were interwoven with in each other. The common thread was the motivations that drove them and similar behaviors that led to negative action. Facing both and working to be a better person has made this recovery so much better. Keep it up!
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It is a beautiful picture Mariah
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Thank you all <3
I'm not sure if she recognised me or not. She's not speaking much - maybe one or two words during the couple of hours I'm with her. She sleeps mostly. I'm feeling like she's no longer with us, but she is being well cared for, and she is loved by so many. I know I won't forget the care she gave me throughout my childhood, I'm trying to show her as much love as I can whether she knows who I am or not.
I'm getting excited about starting a few square foot planters. I've found a cheap source of vermiculite not too far away. I'm struggling with what to do about sourcing peat moss though. I'm wondering if there's an environmentally friendly alternative? It seems like it's a key ingredient to the soil mix.
There's so much to do before spring arrives.
Have a great start to week everyone.
I'm not sure if she recognised me or not. She's not speaking much - maybe one or two words during the couple of hours I'm with her. She sleeps mostly. I'm feeling like she's no longer with us, but she is being well cared for, and she is loved by so many. I know I won't forget the care she gave me throughout my childhood, I'm trying to show her as much love as I can whether she knows who I am or not.
I'm getting excited about starting a few square foot planters. I've found a cheap source of vermiculite not too far away. I'm struggling with what to do about sourcing peat moss though. I'm wondering if there's an environmentally friendly alternative? It seems like it's a key ingredient to the soil mix.
There's so much to do before spring arrives.
Have a great start to week everyone.
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