24 Hour Recovery Connections Part 174
Well I think I need extra help and I decided to go back to counseling.
You are beautiful people inside and out thank you for your kindness and support.
I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish He didn't trust me so much.
Mother Teresa
24 more for this struggling confuse inactive alcoholic.
You are beautiful people inside and out thank you for your kindness and support.
I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish He didn't trust me so much.
Mother Teresa
24 more for this struggling confuse inactive alcoholic.
Last night I actually thought about drinking....I wanted it all to be easier. I wanted a break. I just went out there (had no idea where I was going, I don't know the area or even the country), and walked around until I realised just how stupid that was on so many levels. Dangerous and foolhardy. And God who sometimes gives us more than we feel we can handle kept me safe and led me back to Goat...and I am not going to do that again.
I need more help as well. I do way too much on my own in this life, and I now know I don't have to do that anymore.
I agree ~ you are all beautiful people....and we do this together. All of it.
Thinking of you erfra love. ♥
When I first began my recovery I had a Step 1 problem - I knew I had a drinking problem but could not accept the fact that I was a real alcoholic. In my last relapse I again had a problem with the first Step, but my trouble was with the second half - unmanagability. At that point I had already fully accepted my alcoholism, but could not recognize my failure to manage my life. I thought that, no matter how mad at the world I was, no matter how miserable I felt, that I could still run my life. I know now that not only can I not control my drinking, I cannot handle living on life's terms, at least without help from God and recovery. My sponsor was right. Whenever one of us relapses it always comes back to Step 1.
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