Class of August 2016 Support Thread Part 2
"I still entertain the idea that someday I may be able to drink again but I will not drink today. For now, it's just too overwhelming to think of never drinking again"
Elicia, this is exactly the way I feel about drinking. You put that in the right words..... it's just so overwhelming to think of teetotaling, although that IS my ultimate goal for the future.
Just take it one day at a time and don't drink today! We can do this! Hope you have an awesome sober day!
Elicia, this is exactly the way I feel about drinking. You put that in the right words..... it's just so overwhelming to think of teetotaling, although that IS my ultimate goal for the future.
Just take it one day at a time and don't drink today! We can do this! Hope you have an awesome sober day!
Good day, August peeps!! I had a little nap this morning then went out to do some yard work. Got stopped by a little thunder boomer. Absolutely love sitting on my screened in porch during a storm. 10 days ago I would've been counting down the minutes until I could have a drink if I wasn't drinking already. (Most days I would try to wait until 3:00pm). So grateful I don't have that itch today. Looking forward to another sober evening with my honey doing some deep-couch sitting and HOPEFULLY a good night's sleep. Keep on keepin' on, y'all. You are worth not taking a drink today!!
On another note, I always wondered what I kind of influence Duane would have had on the music industry if it wasn't for that fatal motorcycle accident. I always think of him when I hear Layla.....amazing slide solo. But yes, Gregg is one of a kind and he keeps on playing.
Did you see the documentary Muscle Shoals? If not check it out!
It sounds very familiar. I read about Muscle Shoals years ago, but I don't think I saw this documentary.....looking forward to it, thanks!
I'm home from work.....So, this is my habitual medicating time. Feeling a bit uneasy....have to take it hour by hour to get through today.
Hello lovely people. I'm gonna add to the musician group here and divulge that I also play... And sing.... And have for 28 years (wow I'm getting old). But I've found that the more time I spend drinking the less I play, the less I paint, and in general it's terrible for my creative self. To me my creative self is closely aligned with my understanding of spirit (what others might call God i guess). I think if that was not the case I would be doomed. But I sure do like to TALK about being an artist and musician, except I don't actually DO much of it messed up. Your hands get clumsy, can't find the frets, voice goes flat, lose dexterity for painting or playing.
Day five here. Second doozy of a work day halfway done. I've come home to take a nap before I go back for the night shift. I basically have two days in a row this week of a full day shift with a half night shift separated from itself by a few hours on each end.
I would have been seriously complaining last week. Right now I'm just grateful. I do think the hours are terrible and they are but they are necessary and they don't happen more than once a month and I get comp time and I have done a stellar job these last 36 hours.
Keep thinking for a second that I will have a drink but it feels like it's just habit. Reminding myself that it will just make me sick.
Welcome new people and thank you all. I read everything and following people helps.
In gratitude
B
Day five here. Second doozy of a work day halfway done. I've come home to take a nap before I go back for the night shift. I basically have two days in a row this week of a full day shift with a half night shift separated from itself by a few hours on each end.
I would have been seriously complaining last week. Right now I'm just grateful. I do think the hours are terrible and they are but they are necessary and they don't happen more than once a month and I get comp time and I have done a stellar job these last 36 hours.
Keep thinking for a second that I will have a drink but it feels like it's just habit. Reminding myself that it will just make me sick.
Welcome new people and thank you all. I read everything and following people helps.
In gratitude
B
All right, since there's music talk here I am joining the class! Day 7 with a guarantee of no more day ones ahead!
Turns out the first item on my recovery plan (written today!) is to finish the album I started recording years ago. Was tricky to record just on sober spells but only vocals left to do and that starts tomorrow!
Anyway, I did a lot of research on the topic and in my opinion most musicians did their best work after sobering up or before getting too crazy.
What do you guys think?
P
Turns out the first item on my recovery plan (written today!) is to finish the album I started recording years ago. Was tricky to record just on sober spells but only vocals left to do and that starts tomorrow!
Anyway, I did a lot of research on the topic and in my opinion most musicians did their best work after sobering up or before getting too crazy.
What do you guys think?
P
So happy to seek sober musicians on here. Maybe we could find a way for y'all to share some of your music? I'm not really a musician, but I love to sing. Sang back-up with a couple local bands way back in the day. Always wanted to learn to play guitar. Maybe I'll have time to do that now that I'm not spending all my time drinking. Happy to be sober another day....
So happy to seek sober musicians on here. Maybe we could find a way for y'all to share some of your music? I'm not really a musician, but I love to sing. Sang back-up with a couple local bands way back in the day. Always wanted to learn to play guitar. Maybe I'll have time to do that now that I'm not spending all my time drinking. Happy to be sober another day....
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Hello Everyone. I'm new to SR and new to a second round of trying to be sober. It is so strange to me that for the most part I feel like I'm a responsible person. I hold down a good job, most people in my like tell me I'm a good person (except when I drink). So why do I let alcohol get the best of me?
I normally only drink on the weekend, but as soon as I have one I will go all day or weekend long then I spend Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday drying out just to repeat the process over and over and over.
I'm happy to read all the support on this site. I have done AA in the past, but not for very long because I personally didn't have a connection with it because its hard for me to speak in front of groups.
Hoping this site will allow me get out some of my feelings that drive me to drink because I think it's a big part of the equation to sobriety.
Have a good day.
I normally only drink on the weekend, but as soon as I have one I will go all day or weekend long then I spend Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday drying out just to repeat the process over and over and over.
I'm happy to read all the support on this site. I have done AA in the past, but not for very long because I personally didn't have a connection with it because its hard for me to speak in front of groups.
Hoping this site will allow me get out some of my feelings that drive me to drink because I think it's a big part of the equation to sobriety.
Have a good day.
That's weird. I wouldn't call myself sober. I have five days. I'm proud of it and all but this isn't the first time by a long stretch and while I'm grateful I feel like making declarations when I know the monster I'm dealing with around a month or two... Or three weeks.... It just feels like I'm setting myself up.
Today I'm clear. No more, no less. I'm going to be 40 this year and this behavior of drinking too much has been going on for a long time. When I've owned it I will know. But five days? I'm not sober. I'm trying to hold on to a branch I grabbed while falling down a hole. I can get there and I see the path, but getting there is precarious and I'm not announcing that I'm there yet. I joined this site five years ago and right now I'm on day five. Grateful, but realistic.
One thing my addictions do is make me delusional and one thing early sobriety does is make me ride a pink cloud. Nope. Not falling for it this time. I can feel gratitude and experience self awareness at the same time.
I'm a creative person who has a plan to pick up where I left off, when I am healthy enough to do so, because it will help to keep me healthy.
xoxo
B
Today I'm clear. No more, no less. I'm going to be 40 this year and this behavior of drinking too much has been going on for a long time. When I've owned it I will know. But five days? I'm not sober. I'm trying to hold on to a branch I grabbed while falling down a hole. I can get there and I see the path, but getting there is precarious and I'm not announcing that I'm there yet. I joined this site five years ago and right now I'm on day five. Grateful, but realistic.
One thing my addictions do is make me delusional and one thing early sobriety does is make me ride a pink cloud. Nope. Not falling for it this time. I can feel gratitude and experience self awareness at the same time.
I'm a creative person who has a plan to pick up where I left off, when I am healthy enough to do so, because it will help to keep me healthy.
xoxo
B
I am hoping my sobriety allows me to play and perform much better.
Actually I know it has already!
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