Yes, it is darling strat. I'm sorry it was a rough few months for you love.... I know that it always helps me to know that you are all here, and that we can talk about anything. :hug: ♥ |
Hi everybody, Just want to check in for my next 24. I really do love these days of mine now. Friday's used to be my BIG drinking night. My husband went early for dinner & a meeting. Our son meetings & hanging with the friends in the Fellowship. That meant me in my LUCY kitchen watching wedding tv shows and drinking my 2 bottles of Cabernet. Just writing that down is -UGH- the worst! :scared: I am forever thankful and grateful to my HP for leading me to AA, and then shortly after, to this website and to you all. :dance8::dance8: :grouphug: Bobbi |
Strat, just know that you can climb any mountain. Sorry to hear you got sidetracked but you are back on path. With all of us. |
Originally Posted by strategery
(Post 6014256)
Checking in tonight. Going for another 24 hours at 5:43p CST I'm not completely sure how to broach this subject and have been super apprehensive about this, but I picked up Wednesday night. I am fine and it's only solidified my commitment to recovery even more. There is nothing there and I like my sober life too much. I am disappointed in myself and I'm sure I've disappointed everyone here which I am really sorry for, but I screwed up. However, I am recommitted to recovery. Vee's voice keeps on going through my head in with, "onward". Those days will keep building again and in the long-run, it's going to be a blip. Neo-one of my favorite Vee sayings is that we do this together. Why not pour out what you have? In my meetings I've heard, "We don't leave our wounded" I know that saying is for wars; I've also heard our addictions spoken of like a war too. You really are a strong person Strat. Thank you, thank you for your honesty. We gotcha here and in our prayers. Love & Hugs, Bobbi |
Originally Posted by strategery
(Post 6014432)
Sober life is much better. I'm super glad you were honest about it. We are here for you always, friend! Up and onwards! |
late post Hi all, Been really busy today. Didn't have time this morning to post. I like posting at night because its my weak time (when I'm more tempted to drink into oblivion) . Settling down for some lovely tea. (: have fun y'all (and tell the insidious lil voice to get stuffed! !!lol ) Time is 2110 est |
Originally Posted by Bubovski
(Post 6014374)
10AM JOKE~~~A hole has been found in the nudist camp.The police are looking into it. 13/5/16* |
Sending support and love to our dear strat. :grouphug: 11.15 am in Auss. |
Originally Posted by Kris47
(Post 6014428)
Sweet sober dreams to you, too, Kris. |
Originally Posted by strategery
(Post 6014432)
Neo-so glad it's gone. Keep remembering tomorrow is a new day. :hug: RBJ-it also took me a month until I felt normal again. As others have mentioned, the body is just repairing itself. Thank you all so much for your support and understanding. :hug: I felt that I needed to be honest. I knew I was in danger for awhile. Some of it has been that I've felt lost for awhile since after my first year of sobriety. There has been this sense of failure for the past several months. The failure has nothing to do with sobriety, but with other things that were really important to me. It's just been hard. I should have communicated, but didn't. However, with the relapse, I've learned that there is nothing there in that alcohol induced haze that is worth it. Sober life is much better. Love and hugs, dear Strat. Please remember that there is no need to struggle in silence. We are here . . . |
Goodnight, all. See you tomorrow. |
I'm glad to have you here, Strategery. You are a shining example of strength and courage! 8:57 PM on Orcas Island, I'm ready for another 24 hours of sobriety. |
Originally Posted by Bubovski
(Post 6014112)
Sheeps in a jeep go bleep,bleep, bleep............just say'in. You have a point there. :) |
Another 24 please |
24 more! Keeping it going. Night all. Sleep tight. |
Originally Posted by SoberLeigh
(Post 6013730)
Please tell me that you are a writer, Lillian. The world is awaiting your lovely and clever style!!!!! Once upon a time there was an insurance broker from San Diego who at 9:24 pm wanted 24 more hours of sobriety... And she lived happily ever after. :) Love to all - Lillian |
(((Strat))) Thank you for sharing and thank you for all you do on this thread.:grouphug: Glad you came right back here.....wouldn't be the same without you. xxxx |
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♥♥ Thinking of you and your family this morning dearest martina. Sending you more love. :hug: ♥♥ |
another 24 please |
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