Class of March 2016 Part 18
Ok back from walking the dog, sorry for the typos I was being pushed out the door by the dog and typing on my phone
I woke up in the middle of the night feeling ill so I think I'm going to try eating healthier again, see if that helps. I was feeling really sorry for myself this morning, headache and pms (sorry guys) are mainly to blame, but I was annoyed thinking how I wasted years of my life and put up with abuse and had no ambition or goals ugh. I wish I knew my home and relationship and school life weren't normal and all of things could be so much better. Oh well, when I knew better I did better, so they say.
I woke up in the middle of the night feeling ill so I think I'm going to try eating healthier again, see if that helps. I was feeling really sorry for myself this morning, headache and pms (sorry guys) are mainly to blame, but I was annoyed thinking how I wasted years of my life and put up with abuse and had no ambition or goals ugh. I wish I knew my home and relationship and school life weren't normal and all of things could be so much better. Oh well, when I knew better I did better, so they say.
I just emailed my addictions counselor as well as another place here that offers addiction support to women. They hold these monthly dinner and workshop series that address different topics - the one this month is on the 16th and it's on self-compassion, then next month's is exploring guilt....I feel like both of those I could use to attend. I am also going back to meditating and journalling....and yoga too....all things I stopped doing to pick up a drink
I have decided that I will not be going to therapy anymore for right now. I need some time to focus all my attention on my sobriety first.....sadly the other stuff isn't going anywhere but I want to be as healthy as possible when I address it.
That's all for me - sorry being such a whiney rambler....
I have decided that I will not be going to therapy anymore for right now. I need some time to focus all my attention on my sobriety first.....sadly the other stuff isn't going anywhere but I want to be as healthy as possible when I address it.
That's all for me - sorry being such a whiney rambler....
I lied!! LOL
MITA my husband is a great guy and my biggest supporter - I just hate seeing the disappointment in his eyes.....way worse than anger. I did say no more booze in the house for a while and he was good with that too.
MITA my husband is a great guy and my biggest supporter - I just hate seeing the disappointment in his eyes.....way worse than anger. I did say no more booze in the house for a while and he was good with that too.
Thanks Bobbie for your post
Hugs to Sam - thanks for keeping us posted- WOW, how scary! ~~~ Hope you're doing better.
Additional hugs to Kiki and your son.....those brats are just jealous of him!
Sorry, I'm not good at providing advice
Thanks to everyone for keeping such awesome company...sending more hugs out to all!
Oh, and speaking of Sixteen Candles - there is also a bobble head of Long Duck Dong!
Hugs to Sam - thanks for keeping us posted- WOW, how scary! ~~~ Hope you're doing better.
Additional hugs to Kiki and your son.....those brats are just jealous of him!
Sorry, I'm not good at providing advice
Thanks to everyone for keeping such awesome company...sending more hugs out to all!
Oh, and speaking of Sixteen Candles - there is also a bobble head of Long Duck Dong!
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