Originally Posted by Applekat

Chick girl - big hugs. Anything you want to talk about? Peaceful - my hubby is gone again but it's a good thing - took one kiddo on a daddy/son hiking trip. So now I'm just home with two kiddilies. Hope your man flu ends soon! Not gonna lie, he still has some "garage beer" as I call it and I'm tempted because it's a stinkin gorgeous day out and weather and sleep/energy levels are my two biggest triggers. I'd love to sip one while the sun goes down after two kids are in bed. But yeah - I wouldn't just "sip one". So, I will make sure I'm sober and here for my littles. And close out day 28 properly. Kiki check in ok? Sounds like a terrible situation. I'm so glad we just did brunch today bc I may have caved otherwise. No - I would have jumped on here first like you did - well done! Keep at it. Don't let the POISON in!

Originally Posted by PeacefulRain

Well now 1 of the 3 kids is sick, I'm sure the other 2 will follow shortly. I'm oiling myself and the other two kids up like crazy with On-Guard in hopes we don't get it. My sons birthday party is Saturday I hope I don't have to postpone in.

Originally Posted by Ladybug2

Hi all! Had a really nice Easter. Ate a ton of good food and was so glad to be sober. It's crazy how quiet our AV is when it's knows there is no chance we can drink (like during pregnancies, or when there is no alcohol in the house and all stores all closed). It really is a sneaky, cunning little piece of ****. Kiki, sorry you are having a difficult time at your in-laws. Stay strong and focused and you will be so proud of yourself tomorrow. Vent away here all you want

Originally Posted by Pixie30f

Well here I am again. My first attempt was on the November '14 thread and, despite seven months of sobriety on that, I haven't managed anything significant since. I'm working my way through the last wine in the house. I hate what it does to me. I want to stop and don't intend to get any more. I'm making use of this site and the religious resources I have (would appreciate anything in that line anyone else can offer). Otherwise, I'm just trying to start Day 1 for the last time. Nice to find myself on the same site as you again, Applekat. Pix

Originally Posted by Thirteenth

Dear friends; may I call you friends? I remain at day zero and for that I’m annoyed. I should be more upset, but I’m still struggling to cross into the true acceptance stage. Sure I’m an alcoholic, but I have a bad case of the YETs. It’s only a matter of time until it all blows up and there is no choice. Currently I have a choice and I continue to make the wrong one. Had a nice Easter dinner with family that would have been difficult for me; I never even gave myself a chance as I drank before I went. Why? I’m still, still, trying to get a grip on why I do this. Part of me is definitely scared of sobriety and not having that crutch. So many emotions dulled or avoided over the years. How will they hit? My brother’s birthday is soon and I always have a hard time with that. It’s tough to know I’ve outlived him by more than ten years, but you’d think I’d get over it at some point. Many, many issues to resolve. That said, I’m tired of focusing only on myself in posts. Those of you in recovery rock. You have taken the step to which I aspire and cannot adequately express my admiration. I read all your stories and gain something from each. It’s helpful more than you know to build a sober toolbox. Even your stumbles (and they are few) teach me. ChickChick, I’m sorry to hear of your recent relapse. You are stronger than the drink and can get right back on the horse stronger than ever. I’d love to thank you all personally, but I’ll settle for just saying, thank you all.

Originally Posted by samantha14

So while today went well I got to my in-law's tonight and everything changed... my FIL bought a bottle of my favorite wine and while I did not have a glass everything in my being changed the moment he offered it to me...I wanted it, I craved it....and that has been all I can think about all night. Luckily everything here is closed today for the holiday so the option of going to the liquor store is non-existent but this really sucks!!! Hopefully tomorrow is a better day

Originally Posted by Jemma44

I had a nostalgic moment earlier, glorifying alcohol of course. I remembered a past Easter with a dear friend of mine, drinking mimosas on Easter morning in San Diego, and later drinking beer, doing drugs, and bar hopping all day. Ah, the good old days right?

Then I remembered the hangovers, the anxiety, the homesick feeling I had from spending my holiday all ******ed up and away from family.

Originally Posted by jesshonesty

It was hard today I commit 100 percent for the next 26 days that way I can't question the decision when I do I lose, thanks for the support here. Will reevaluate once I get to 30 days which seems as far off as another galaxy right now. I want my life back and freedom from this nagging liquid poison that screams my name.

Originally Posted by Mish

Hi guys. Great work Kiki...you're getting stronger by the day....I would have loved to see the "Death by turkey!" Chicky keep coming back...we love you and we can do this together. Day 3 here. All good. Survived a BBQ at a friend house last night. Had dinner then left a very drunk hubby and very drunk friends and came home with the kids and watched Netflix. Hubbys in bed hungover and Im feeling great.