24 Hour Recovery Connections Part 100
Hope that you feel much better very soon, dear 1new.
I don't want to miss the chance to check in to the 100th thread. Congratulations 24 Hour Recovery Connection on 100 wonderful, life-saving threads!!!
I'know I haven't checked in on a few days. I haven't been drinking, but I have been smoking a little pot. The other night I felt like I just needed something to take the edge off. I haven't had a drink or used any other drugs. But I felt funny checking in and promising to stay sober for 24 hours while I was high on weed. Anyway, now that I made my confession, I just want to thank you all for your love and support!!!
11:29 pm in TX
I'know I haven't checked in on a few days. I haven't been drinking, but I have been smoking a little pot. The other night I felt like I just needed something to take the edge off. I haven't had a drink or used any other drugs. But I felt funny checking in and promising to stay sober for 24 hours while I was high on weed. Anyway, now that I made my confession, I just want to thank you all for your love and support!!!
11:29 pm in TX
You are an important part of this thread and of our family here.
Sending you love and support.
Enjoy your fantastic celebrations!!!!!
yesterday a have a good day, after work I went an early aa meeting and the message I got was very strong. but why I got to wake up in fear, I feel so lonely now, I make amends to my friend, but she said I did nothing wrong. I talk to an old timer and he share about was happen in the last 5 years and he still sober over 40 years. ok I'm going to keep going.
I will no drink or do drugs in the next 24 hrs. and I will try to see the bright side of life.
I will no drink or do drugs in the next 24 hrs. and I will try to see the bright side of life.
You WILL get through this and get through it well.
Good morning friends. I was watching this thing yesterday and the guy kept saying "It is up to you." That has been stuck in my mind a lot. . . about how easy it is to go to excuse mode "It's genetic." "It's easier for them." "I'm too old/young/fat/tired" "It's cold/hot/rainy/too far." . . . all of these non-things stopping me from doing what I want/need to do.
It has just been on my mind all night and I can see how many things, little and big, that I need to step up a bit more and take responsibility. Making excuses isn't kind to myself. My actions are shoving me into this victim mode that makes me feel weak. I am not a victim!
So my commitment today is to take responsibility by quitting the excuse making.
Just so you know, there is not some huge thing in my life. Things are nice here. This is just one of those fine tuning things. You know, one of the snags in our lives that has become evident to me. "Hmmm. . . I need to fix this." Just a minor course adjustment.
Sending hugs, love and prayers <3
It has just been on my mind all night and I can see how many things, little and big, that I need to step up a bit more and take responsibility. Making excuses isn't kind to myself. My actions are shoving me into this victim mode that makes me feel weak. I am not a victim!
So my commitment today is to take responsibility by quitting the excuse making.
Just so you know, there is not some huge thing in my life. Things are nice here. This is just one of those fine tuning things. You know, one of the snags in our lives that has become evident to me. "Hmmm. . . I need to fix this." Just a minor course adjustment.
Sending hugs, love and prayers <3
Bump; thanks vanaprastha.
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