Class of July 2013 Part 26
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Sounds like something perfectly logical to an alcoholic in the middle of a binge.
Snooz, I'm 150% sure I'm lucky to be alive with some of the stupid random stuff I've done. Drinking isn't fun, it's damn dangerous for me now. Sounds like it is for you too.
Girl, only you can make this stop.xx
Snooz, I'm 150% sure I'm lucky to be alive with some of the stupid random stuff I've done. Drinking isn't fun, it's damn dangerous for me now. Sounds like it is for you too.
Girl, only you can make this stop.xx
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Like Crois said it probably sounded logical at the time Snooz.
Have you talked to Shaun? There must be someway to get you home.
and...I know how mortified you must have been to have your parents dragged
into this, but in one way I think it's good they were...there are no secrets now.
I'm going to tell you I once told Josie.
I wish I could have gotten through to her,
I think you need to stop bullshitting yourself Snooz.
Things are bad - and they're going to get a lot worse if you continue drinking.
Thats not me trying to scare you - it absolutely will happen.
I think you're in trouble and you need to pull up those wild horses and take the reins again.
This is not like two years ago for you - however far you try and run from it, I think you need more than SR this time.
D
Have you talked to Shaun? There must be someway to get you home.
and...I know how mortified you must have been to have your parents dragged
into this, but in one way I think it's good they were...there are no secrets now.
I'm going to tell you I once told Josie.
I wish I could have gotten through to her,
I think you need to stop bullshitting yourself Snooz.
Things are bad - and they're going to get a lot worse if you continue drinking.
Thats not me trying to scare you - it absolutely will happen.
I think you're in trouble and you need to pull up those wild horses and take the reins again.
This is not like two years ago for you - however far you try and run from it, I think you need more than SR this time.
D
Don't panic & please whatever happens stick with us xxx
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I didn't mean to run you off Snooz.
I don't know what the answer is - beyond knowing that you have to be prepared to fight for who you are.
I know you've lost a lot of this last year - but I can't help feeling like you've lost sight of the good things you still have - people who love you, people who need you to be around, a good heart, and a fighting spirit.
This is a fight to the death Wendy - it needs more than declarations, and plans -
it needs commitment to change - it needs action.
To win the fight you may have to do things you don't want to do - you'll certainly do things that your addiction will not want you to do, and It will kick back hard.
you're worth the trouble tho - you're worth the effort
I've lost too many SR friends already. I don't want to lose another.
D
I don't know what the answer is - beyond knowing that you have to be prepared to fight for who you are.
I know you've lost a lot of this last year - but I can't help feeling like you've lost sight of the good things you still have - people who love you, people who need you to be around, a good heart, and a fighting spirit.
This is a fight to the death Wendy - it needs more than declarations, and plans -
it needs commitment to change - it needs action.
To win the fight you may have to do things you don't want to do - you'll certainly do things that your addiction will not want you to do, and It will kick back hard.
you're worth the trouble tho - you're worth the effort
I've lost too many SR friends already. I don't want to lose another.
D
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Originally Posted by Dee74 
Like Crois said it probably sounded logical at the time Snooz.
Have you talked to Shaun? There must be someway to get you home.
and...I know how mortified you must have been to have your parents dragged
into this, but in one way I think it's good they were...there are no secrets now.
I'm going to tell you I once told Josie.
I wish I could have gotten through to her,
I think you need to stop bullshitting yourself Snooz.
Things are bad - and they're going to get a lot worse if you continue drinking.
Thats not me trying to scare you - it absolutely will happen.
I think you're in trouble and you need to pull up those wild horses and take the reins again.
This is not like two years ago for you - however far you try and run from it, I think you need more than SR this time.
D
Have you talked to Shaun? There must be someway to get you home.
and...I know how mortified you must have been to have your parents dragged
into this, but in one way I think it's good they were...there are no secrets now.
I'm going to tell you I once told Josie.
I wish I could have gotten through to her,
I think you need to stop bullshitting yourself Snooz.
Things are bad - and they're going to get a lot worse if you continue drinking.
Thats not me trying to scare you - it absolutely will happen.
I think you're in trouble and you need to pull up those wild horses and take the reins again.
This is not like two years ago for you - however far you try and run from it, I think you need more than SR this time.
D
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Ladybug, I am glad to hear everyone was ok. These things happen unfortunately. I make most of my mistakes when I rush myself. Most of the time there is no need to rush. I wish you and your family well. We can only move foward.
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Originally Posted by Leshar
I went to a lovely Christmas symphony concert tonight, very uplifting. We got to sing along with the choir, I love doing that!
I've had a fair bit of remorse today over getting the police involved with my ex, did I overreact, cause him worry with police showing up at his door? I don't know, I guess I should do what Larry always advised me. "Make a decision and stick with it!" It's done now and I meant him no harm, just wanted help to get the message of his boundary violation across and I guess if the police didn't think they should be involved in such a personal matter, they would have told me that.
Wow, tired! I'm up late, bed soon.
I've had a fair bit of remorse today over getting the police involved with my ex, did I overreact, cause him worry with police showing up at his door? I don't know, I guess I should do what Larry always advised me. "Make a decision and stick with it!" It's done now and I meant him no harm, just wanted help to get the message of his boundary violation across and I guess if the police didn't think they should be involved in such a personal matter, they would have told me that.
Wow, tired! I'm up late, bed soon.
now you can move on,
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Originally Posted by SnoozyQ
You really know how to bender.
I hope you get home safe and know that we care and were worried about ya.
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Originally Posted by Dee74
I'm going to tell you I once told Josie.
I wish I could have gotten through to her,
I think you need to stop bullshitting yourself Snooz.
Things are bad - and they're going to get a lot worse if you continue drinking.
Thats not me trying to scare you - it absolutely will happen.
I think you're in trouble and you need to pull up those wild horses and take the reins again.
This is not like two years ago for you - however far you try and run from it, I think you need more than SR this time.
D
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I just want to thank you all for your concern and advice. However, rehab is not an option for me. Now .... having said that I realize that if rehab is not an option than drinking is not an option. I am playing with fire - I know that. I will get back on track. Today is my baby's 1st bd and I will be sober, happy, grateful and present for it
(((Snoozy))) love you!
(((Snoozy))) love you!
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Originally Posted by Dee74
I didn't mean to run you off Snooz.
I don't know what the answer is - beyond knowing that you have to be prepared to fight for who you are.
I know you've lost a lot of this last year - but I can't help feeling like you've lost sight of the good things you still have - people who love you, people who need you to be around, a good heart, and a fighting spirit.
This is a fight to the death Wendy - it needs more than declarations, and plans -
it needs commitment to change - it needs action.
To win the fight you may have to do things you don't want to do - you'll certainly do things that your addiction will not want you to do, and It will kick back hard.
you're worth the trouble tho - you're worth the effort
I've lost too many SR friends already. I don't want to lose another.
D
I don't know what the answer is - beyond knowing that you have to be prepared to fight for who you are.
I know you've lost a lot of this last year - but I can't help feeling like you've lost sight of the good things you still have - people who love you, people who need you to be around, a good heart, and a fighting spirit.
This is a fight to the death Wendy - it needs more than declarations, and plans -
it needs commitment to change - it needs action.
To win the fight you may have to do things you don't want to do - you'll certainly do things that your addiction will not want you to do, and It will kick back hard.
you're worth the trouble tho - you're worth the effort
I've lost too many SR friends already. I don't want to lose another.
D
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