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Old 01-14-2016, 07:55 AM
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Thank you so much Bekindalways. You are in my prayers too. I believe in prayers
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Old 01-14-2016, 11:26 AM
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Hi guys! Made it through my work meeting this week, I'm just so sore. I don't wear heels as I'm on my feet usually and extra tall anyway but decided to, thinking I would be sitting all day. Oh no, we had to run around the hotel doing a goofy competition and my legs and feet are killing me. My team won though, couldn't have done that with a hangover!

Kitty, hope you are having fun at the beach. !

Patricia, hope the new counselor is of help.

Bekins, you are doing so great with the exercise!
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Old 01-14-2016, 08:05 PM
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Keep the faith all. Eat healthy. Stay hydrated and post.

Okay, that being said, I didn't live the most squeaky clean of days. Tomorrow will be better.
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Old 01-14-2016, 09:38 PM
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I'm glad you are taking care of yourself with dr and therapy Patricia!

The beach is lovely sun and good friends and lots of yummy foods to eat! Thinking of you all.
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Old 01-16-2016, 08:48 PM
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I hope you are soaking up as much sun and joy as possible Kittycat!

Patricia, when is your appt with the new counselor?

I had a good day with my nephew and dad. Also managed to get 30 min of yoga in.
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Old 01-16-2016, 09:10 PM
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Next week Bekindalways, she sounded very nice on the phone. I really hope she can help me...
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Old 01-17-2016, 06:54 AM
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Yeah I hope she can help you too Patricia. Until then I hope you are working on your sobriety plan, doing breathing exercises and getting a few walks in although it is a crappy time of year for walks.
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Old 01-17-2016, 01:17 PM
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I don't know what to do when I have this massive impulses. My anxiety reaches and unbearable high and all I can think of is to have a drink to calm me down. It's like I go blind and all my determination vanishes, it's just pure panic and anxiety.
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The way you have gone after this problem Patricia, it's just a matter of time before you find something that works.

It's a bummer that you haven't found any meds that work but there has GOT to be something. Acupuncture? Diet? Hardcore exercise? Could you try maybe a quarter dose of some type of anxiety med? I'm just throwing out ideas that are probably crap but might grease the wheels of thought.

I had an okay day although we took my Mom out of the facility where she lives to go to mass and then had her spend the day with us. Consequently she refused to go back to the Memory Center. Dad is so mad at her, he is making her sleep on the couch. It is kind of funny to watch my 80 year old father using masculine wiles to get his wife to comply. I'm sad/happy/touched that she wants so badly to be with us.
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Oh one question Patricia: if you can stay sober for a bit does the anxiety get any better? I think you have explained this but I can't remember.
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Old 01-17-2016, 08:00 PM
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Originally Posted by Bekindalways View Post
Oh one question Patricia: if you can stay sober for a bit does the anxiety get any better? I think you have explained this but I can't remember.
I was sober for 5-6 weeks at a time during 2015. My anxiety disappeared. I was feeling great especially since I started taking vitamins and supplements. But then I had PMS, and I gave in. And now I can't seem to stop. I really miss the sober days. I was productive, and much more calmer. And optimistic. All I seem to do now is to hate myself for being so weak and fail at sobriety...
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How did you get through those first weeks?

Arghhh PMS . . . someday menopause will come :-)
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Old 01-17-2016, 09:20 PM
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Originally Posted by patricia68 View Post
I don't know what to do when I have this massive impulses. My anxiety reaches and unbearable high and all I can think of is to have a drink to calm me down. It's like I go blind and all my determination vanishes, it's just pure panic and anxiety.
I think it's really important to try and ride those times out.

When you find that they will pass, and they pass without you drinking, it'll make things a lot easier Patricia?

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Old 01-18-2016, 03:37 AM
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Patricia, I am so sorry to hear you are struggling. I really hope you can gather enough strength to get through a sober week or two and get out of the vicious circle you seem to be stuck in. I'm thinking of you and sending lots of positive energy your way!
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time for a new thread guys

http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...-part-8-a.html

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Old 01-18-2016, 07:41 AM
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Wrong thread.
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