Hi Nesty, I think you meant to say Cissy. She is right. Glad you are feeling a little bit better. You will get through it. And like Sao says, she will always be with you. I have this vision of entering the 'tunnel' when I die and seeing my dog Boo way off in the distance screaming towards me. Sigh.

xxxxx

Very sweet of you sao . Yes her sprit will be with me always .
May my Higher Power help me do what's right ...

Oh Shabby I looked back Gezz I 've been so upset I couldn't think straight today .
Actually I remembered you said you had lost your dogs , but I said . Hmm maybe she has one she hadn't mentioned . Cause I was whinning .

Cissy forgive me I was out of my head (more) then usual Holy Smokes !!
:You_Rock_ TOO !!

It's absolutely fine, Nesty. We all know it's because you are so stressed out with what's going on. Nobody minds :-) And you are not whining!!!

Didn't mean to abandon you all but I was trying to create something to cheer up Nesty a bit - another SoundCloud. (geez that site is hard to figure out)

Anyhoo, Dee doesn't want us posting SoundCloud links on the thread, so let me know if you'd like me to PM the link to you.

Edit: scratch that....silly.

You guys have been so much support today . I told my man friend this am . He says . Will figure it out when you bring her to the Vet . Changed the subject . Said he's see me later , never came over . Just called a few min's ago & said . Let me know in the morning what you want to do . So much for a shoulder their !! I shouldn't complain he's trying to quit drinking again - I think this is his 4th or 5th day . He just goes cold turkey , with no real plan . Until he can't handle his AV . I try to give him help with not much luck :(

Yes Frank I would like that . If I can figure out how to open it once I get it ?

Yes Shabby I hope all our loved ones will be waiting for us :)

Frank if your having problems with that cloud link , don't worry it's the thought that counts . I sent you a PM to see if it would be easier to put it in . I dunno ??

I will need to take you up on that because I understand how raw that pain is. I'm glad you heard the kindness in what I had to say. You have to excuse me but I'm a nurse and I'm used to having to give bad news to people. There's no easy way to deliver it and there's no kindness that can soften the blow. The pain can't be evaded.

We're here for you honey. Every step of the way.

If you were on the ball right now, I'd be worried about you. ;) It's okay.

Me, please!

Hmm... you not only need a new dog, you need to go shopping for a new man. I know, Frank. Cissy's on a roll.

Cissy Now that you said your a nurse . Actually that's what popped in head after you replied to me. Felt like when the Dr gave me 6 months to live if I didn't stop drinking . Slapped the stupid thoughts of wanting to drink again right out of me .

You're always on a roll. (that's a good thing. :wink:

But right after I slap the stupid thoughts out, I infuse you with hugs.

I'm listening to Frank's soundcloud right now, so if y'all haven't asked for it, you do NOT know what you're missing. I feel like I'm front row center and I'm listening to a guy who makes his living on radio. This is great!

When I've listened to it all (have to keep pausing it. Dog stuff), I'll reply either pm or here. You do not sound like I thought you would, but I am thrilled to experience this. What a treat!

(((((Hugs)))))

Awww shucks, thanks.

I'll be back in a bit folks in case anyone else wants the link PMd to them (shameless self promotion)

It's quiet around here. Hope that's cause everyone is standing in line, asking Frank for his soundcloud clip. You won't regret it. Better go pee first, though.

Yes Cissy He's an amazing reader - make you feel like your right there :)
:You_Rock_ Frank - any time Beautiful oxox