Haiku Part 6
waking down
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mom died suddenly
i never apologized
for running away
she said i lived a
charmed life but little did she
know my suffering
nor did i want her
to know that she was all too
often a main source
she died suddenly
but had been dead many years
mom was a zombie
if i got too close
i feared she would eat my brain
or rather my heart
not with teeth but with
tears and dysfunction like blood
red stains on her cheeks
eyes always swimming
in pools overflowing with
drowned grief and regret
pupils like ink dots
from years of painkillers and
hiding from the world
she was a good mom
or she tried to be and i
still love her for it
i never apologized
for running away
she said i lived a
charmed life but little did she
know my suffering
nor did i want her
to know that she was all too
often a main source
she died suddenly
but had been dead many years
mom was a zombie
if i got too close
i feared she would eat my brain
or rather my heart
not with teeth but with
tears and dysfunction like blood
red stains on her cheeks
eyes always swimming
in pools overflowing with
drowned grief and regret
pupils like ink dots
from years of painkillers and
hiding from the world
she was a good mom
or she tried to be and i
still love her for it
humility is
johnny cash, eating his cake
while crouched in a bush
see johnny cash eat
eat johnny cash eat the cake
why's he in a bush?
You wouldn't find me
crouched in a bush eating cake
I'm far too clever
I think you don't know
what I do not to feel pain
but the joke's on me
johnny cash, eating his cake
while crouched in a bush
see johnny cash eat
eat johnny cash eat the cake
why's he in a bush?
You wouldn't find me
crouched in a bush eating cake
I'm far too clever
I think you don't know
what I do not to feel pain
but the joke's on me
I cannot think straight
I drank a glass of bourbon
Cousin killed herself
Did the bourbon help
No. Vicki is still dead
F***, I can't stand it
Yes, she overdosed
In this family it's par
All of us the same
Want to hurt myself
To make it all go away
Gut shot, I suffer
I drank a glass of bourbon
Cousin killed herself
Did the bourbon help
No. Vicki is still dead
F***, I can't stand it
Yes, she overdosed
In this family it's par
All of us the same
Want to hurt myself
To make it all go away
Gut shot, I suffer
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