Earlier when I fell asleep at my desk i had this really weird dream of my ex.

I dreamt she was taken away from me by her family while at Walmart and they transformed her into the image of what they wanted her to be. I was frantically searching all over and as i was running her mom/aunt/someone yelled and laughed that id never have her the same again and when i found her she was catatonic and dressed as snow white with makeup like a porcelain doll.

Strange and i really don't understand if there's supposed to be meaning in it, but just wanted to share and get it off my mind.... Thanks

Hello Team,

I'm finally done work! Long bloody day. Want to drink, but not really, just habit thinking.

I am currently thinking of some trips to do Tonks, I'm thinking Morocco still, or perhaps some HIV volunteer work in Africa, like at an AIDS orphanage maybe, put myself to good use.
Odd dream though! Was it really vivid?

I was a mean drunk texter, and I feel thrilled waking up and not panicking about what I did the night before, it was very rare I didn't do something bad, I drank at home alone, but would usually get up to no good through text or internet.

Night guys :)

D

Hope you had a fun time dee
Hey JS. You're changing habits. Good.

Long night yesterday lots of carousing. I wasn't in the mood. Came home after 1. The drunks rolled in after 4. Now waiting for them so we can get on the bus to krakow. One night there and early flight back to the states. And an ugly 4 hours in Munich.

Finally a pretty day here and can see the mountains. Seems everybody is mad at me for something now. Damn theatre people. I'm so over it. Waves of sadness come as I wait for word from Chicago. Trying to be cheerful and a lover of life. Nothing we can do but make our way and be good to each other.

Mariah. The puppet theatre sounds amazing. I still want one at my age. A personal time travel machine. A portal to other worlds. Creativity and dreams. A special gift

Have a good Sunday everybody.

It was a great gig :)

D

Good Morning Lovely Littermates.
Day 86 for we Royal Veggie Triplets - Shannon we love you.

Happy March!

Interesting dream Tonks - the mind is wild isn't it.
Big - travel safe. Sorry that it seems that people are mad at you. Praying for your grandmother.
Mariah - the puppet theater sounds wonderful. I can't wait to see pictures.
Dee - so glad the gig went well.
Js - an adventure and doing good at the same time sounds perfect.
Copper - hopefully you have adjusted to your new surroundings and routine.
Brynn - you sound strong in your approach to your ex's ovations.

Ladies of the litter - I love you all.
Litter MIAs - thinking of you and sending you love.

Have a happy, sober Sunday everyone.

Safe travels on your way home Biggy.

Js, i think id choose the Africa one personally. I get more out of trips when I feel I've done some good. Either way, I'm sure you'll find a way to enjoy yourself wherever you go happyface:

Good morning momma B. Yes, the mind is cray cray... Sometimes i wonder if I've completely lost it at times. Others, I wish I could lose it some more.

Della, I hope you are feeling better after a nights rest my love.

Tonks, what are you doing up so early? You must have gotten enough rest yesterday. Or are you up to something?

Good morning, friends!! I sure love sober sleep. I sleep so soundly now.

Big - have a safe trip home. Theatre people can be trying, can't they? I'm very sorry you have your grandma's imminent death hanging over you on this trip. My grandma is 97, but hanging in there. I think I'll go see her today. She lives in assisted living in a town about 20 miles from here. I haven't been able to go while I didn't have my license. She's had a good long life so far, but it won't last forever. She doesn't know about anything that's been happening to me - I'm not sure what we will talk about, since so much of my life is about sobriety and court and that stuff. I'll probably just ask her to tell me stories. Her short term memory is pretty much shot, but she still remembers everything from the past. And some days are better than others.

Mld that is a wonderful thing to be able to do now that you have your license again. You are lucky to still have your grandmother.

Good morning all. Biggie be safe coming back. Can't wait to see the puppet stuff! Tonka that is one weird ass dream! Mld I always loved hearing stories from my gram. That generation certainly didn't have it easy. I still feel awful so lucky you guys you have me all day. Bbq wish you could come cook for me!

Look at this girl! Drops me and moves on to the next victim... dont fall for her wiles Mama B! She's a heartbreaker!

And I'm always up this early, but I did get some good rest. Antibiotics are definitely doing their work.

Be safe driving Mld, I'm sure she'd be happy to see you

I need soup...you would prolly just bring me McNuggats. You can't blame a girl for not wanting tacos at her wedding.

OMG! RACIST! :roflmao

Brynn, ugh, drunk texts from the ex!!? Hard to read Im sure. How did you handle it, did you ignore or respond?

I'm enjoying my coffee and NYT and cat snuggles on the couch this morning...soon I have errands to run.

How are our sickies feeling today? Any better?

I am not a racist...I love tacos...you are the one always talking about them. Ignore me at this point I think I am hallucinating.

Well Tonks and Della, I think you got me sick. My throat is getting sore. Can't go see grandma if I'm sick. A cold could be devastating to her. I'll have some tea and honey and lemon and see how it feels.

Oh no that's how mine started a tickly throat. Hope you feel better!