Gilmer

Very rotten day. I fouled up something of extreme importance big time (my dad's prescription insurance), and there's no hope of fixing it.

It did occur to me to get drunk, but I put that thought out of my mind. I don't really want to be drunk--I want to be unconscious!

Of course I know better.

I can't even talk.

tootsl1

Oh Gilmer, sorry to hear it, I know it was a bad mistake to make, but you are only human, and with so much on your plate lately mistakes happen. I am so glad you didn't compound it by drinking.

It happened, I'm sure you will figure a way to resolve this.

Gilmer

I'll appeal, but I am pessimistic.

Saskia

So sorry, Gilmer! In the midst of everything you've had going on, missing something is being human. I do understand the feelings of frustration. Here's hoping the appeal works ((( hugs)))!

As many times as I've moved I expected the hassles. What i wasn't prepared for is the major stress of changing lifestyles so thoroughly. Over the past 6 months I have been slowly tapering off my benzos and sleeping pills (had been on them over 20 years). I'm nearly there. But I had a horrendous panic attack today. So I am putting off further taper for a week and just focusing on taking care of myself during the transition. This took me totally by surprise! My kitty wigged out also :-(. I'm tranquillized and she is relaxing on my lap.

Dee74

You have my prayers that things will work out somehow Gilmer

Have a good weekend everyone

D

Gilmer

Thank you so much, Dee.

You have a good weekend, too.

venuscat

But you didn't do it on purpose love.
And you weren't drunk or drugged...you are a human being who made a mistake. As you know, getting drunk will fix nothing....and I know you are not going to do that.

I wish there was a way we could help you...I guess it means there is going to be a lot of unplanned expenses. Can it be fixed down the line?

Please forgive yourself love. I'm so sorry that you are upset.
Sending massive hugs.

V xx

Gilmer

Thank you, V.

venuscat

(((Sass))) ♥

Gilmer

I think you're wise to hold off on the tapering until a few weeks after the big move, Sass. It's a big life change on so many levels.

Northlander

Oh, Gilmer, I am so sorry. It is stressful enough for you without all the bureaucracy of insurance companies. Sending a big hug to you.

A big hug to you too, Sass.

Gilmer

Thanks, North.

Dee74

(((Sass)))

it took me a while to settle before and even after I moved, but I got there.
You will too

D

Saskia

Thanks! I'm ok tranquilized. It has been awhile since I was that panicked. My rational mind tells me it will all work out. It will take the rest of my brain a bit longer to catch up but it will.

Duffster

(((Gilmer))) I'm sorry you are so upset about what happened with the insurance. We all make mistakes but I know that doesn't make it any less frustrating. I truly hope the appeal is favorable.

Hugs to you too, Sass, and to kitty. Definitely good idea to continue with the tapering. You'll know when the time is right for you.

Marcher, thanks for asking! I think the withdrawal period is over. So much easier this time around. My mood is fine and so far no anxiety - I'm hoping it stays that way but anxiety is tricky - it can pop up at any second, but I'm hopeful.

Marcher13

Oh Gilmer, I can imagine how frustrated you are and I know you won't drink tonight, can I ask you also not to beat yourself up?

Let's reverse this -- say I'd done this with Mum's health insurance and I came online devastated about it and furious with myself, what would you say to me? What would you think of me? I'm guessing that you would understand how badly I felt but that you would not think badly of me. You'd say something like "Well you've been busy back at the shop and you've been worried about Mr Marcher's pain meds." And you'd make me feel better.

And you'd be right.

Gilmer you are a good daughter and mother, you are a lovely & smart person, you simply made a mistake. An appeal might work, if it doesn't you will find a solution in time.

You first for the minute. OK?

And have an early night and some chocolate. OK?

Bossy Boots

Gilmer

I did have an early night, Marcher. I feel a lot better today, just as I always do.

Marcher13

Good morning Gilmer, I'm glad you had an early night sweetheart, now have a laugh.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=78b67l_yxUc

Gilmer

I love how he grabs a modest tree branch!

Thanks, Marcher!

Saskia

Gilmer, I'm glad to hear you are feeling better this morning! About what happened, Marcher summed it up so well.

Oh yes, Bossy Boots, loved that video, lol! I used to watch Fawlty Towers and loved it. John Cleese is one of a kind!

Thanks all for the lovely support! I'm over my mini-meltdown and will be through the move in no time. Sassy kitty is my biggest concern. She is 15 1/2 years old and I get concerned about the effect of stress on her. So we are sitting in my comfy recliner - she is glued to my lap and peacefully sacked out :-)