Leshar

Oh Snoozy, that is so awful for you. I'm so upset on your behalf. You have a heart of gold, how could that woman mistreat you so. And you were doing her the favour.
I think when you regroup from the shock, that you need to speak to her. No one should be treated so shabbily. I just don't get it. I'm so sorry, lovey.

Ladybug2

Hi Croissant! Yes, I am really starting to show now. Will be 20 weeks on Sunday. Have my final (hopefully) anatomy scan on Tues to make sure all looks good.
We are still going back and forth between Abigail (Abby) and Ella. I am leaning towards Ella and hubby prefers Abigail. May just wait until we meet her to decide? Or let my daughter decide (she already told me she likes Ella )

How's the working from home going?

resolute50

Wow,I generally would hit a lady.
But,that's no lady,Snoozy.

Hershey land.
Now that's a place out friends from Aussie should visit on vacation.
The only place I've ever seen a 50 lb Hershey chocolate bar.

SnoozyQ

Thanks guys :/ i just don't get it !

I sent her a message actually , not rang . I told her after having her a week that it's too hard this time and 2 weeks is a long time , the lady next door complained she was barking when i went to work

Poor Shaun had to end up taking 2 days off work to catch up with sleep cos she was howling all day when he had to sleep ..ugh

She peed on my brand new rug , scratched the back of the door from continually scratching ..honestly guys , I'm a dog lover and shitz the tzu was a friggen nightmare !

Anyhow , before i was ready to leave work , Gail came into the patients room i was cleaning ( patient was at physio) she said ' oh give me a hug' so i did of course i said ' Gail you really hurt me with what you said , i didn't expect that ! She quickly fired back with ...you were hurt !! Do you know how that message made me feel. She's only a little dog , she's not hard to look after .

I said not for you she's not , but she was in a strange home with other dogs and she was missing you .

She said that's not the point , when your dads dying you'll know how i feel .... Bitch ! I just said I'm walking away .

Gilmer

Next time she can board the little monster at a kennel. B****!

SnoozyQ

Her dad has been dying for 2 years now , she's never liked him nor got on with him ...she's seen him probably 3 times in 10 years . I totally have empathy , but she cannot use that to make me feel bad about something i was doing to help her out , when i didn't even want to do it in the first place .

Bobs right , she needs a good bitch slap .

If she can do that to a friend , i wouldn't want to get on her wrong side

Sorry guys , i just needed to vent .

Croissant

They are both sweet names.

You never know, when she is born she may look like another name altogether!

Yes, working from home is fine. Soooo busy. Will be working on the weekend also, but it seems little sacrifice at the moment. I could get very used to this.

Of course, life is always funny. I got head hunted again. I have some secret meeting this week about some opportunity, they won't even tell me who it's with til we meet face to face. Seriously.

SnoozyQ

Exactly Gilmer !!


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SnoozyQ

I absolutely love them both ladybug especially Ella , Abigail is sweet so is Abby
You will blitz through your 20 week check up sweetie

Leshar

Croissant, I'm very glad to hear that you're doing well with your business.
And you never know what this meeting may bring.

I'm very flat. I do nothing when I don't have to do rehearsals or basic living stuff. I feel a bit agoraphobic actually.
I asked a lady to be my AA sponsor and I'm meeting her at her home on Monday. Now I'm freaked out and want to do anything but this. I'm freaking scared. She suggested i read a womans way through the 12 steps. I downloaded it on kindle. I'm railing so much with step one. I don't want to be an alcoholic. I want to be someone who just doesn't drink and is happy about it. After rehearsal last night, I wanted to drink. I want to drink all the time now.

My sister emailed me to say she's been feeling
very low and decided to get "rat arsed" on holiday in France to forget about things but that she got very sick and shaky and her husband had to look after her. Said at least it would put her off alcohol for a while.
I don't want to be like this, I did it for years. It's truly insanity, thinking about drinking, why does it plague me so.

I know I'm isolating. I can't seem to cope with normal every day interactions. I feel like an alien in the world. It's selfish, but I don't know how else to be right now.
I've got a lot of arthritis pain atm.

Ladybug, it's very exciting for you, fwiw I favour Abigail.

Croissant

The thing with drinking thoughts Leshar is the more you feed them, the more they grow.

I don't really know what else to suggest. I'm loving not drinking. Drinking to me, or even thinking of it is just stupid and not an option.

I hope you reach out and get support for your depression as has been suggested. This constant second guessing and thinking about drinking and hating the play really isn't working, is it?

And you know what they say about insanity? Doing the same thing over again and expecting a different result.

I suggest you go back an read your posts from around March, you were hopeful and full of life. I can't see how drinking will do that. You are letting the AV take you somewhere very dangerous right now and it's not healthy to not go get professional help while you still can.

Croissant

Oh, btw, thanks Bob....I didn't realise Hershey Park is a theme park.

I love a good roller coaster ride....oh, and chocolate!

SnoozyQ

Crois that is such good advice . You have a great wY of articulating xx

Leshar drinking will just exacerbate things . It's a slippery slope you do not want to venture down love . Xx

SnoozyQ

Omgggggg * drooools*

Bob that sounds like heaven , I'm salivating

resolute50

Whoops,
That should have been "Wouldn't" instead of would.

SnoozyQ

Lololol Bob ;-) i think we got the gist !

resolute50

Sorry,it's a 5 lb. bar.
I didn't go into Hershey Park.
Just drove by there. But,they had them for sale in the stores off the interstate.

(not my picture)

SnoozyQ

BOB!!!!

Croissant

PML....I guess this isn't the forum to joke about hitting ladies, but I missed this, you brute!

SnoozyQ

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^^^^^


Me , after the Hershey bar