Class Of March 2014 Part 7
Thanks kimsfriend, as I copied and pasted it I forgot my name and hers were on there so Dee rightfully removed it...am ok now, she sent more but I deleted them without reading them, hopefully she'll leave me alone now until I can block her again (48 hours) x
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I am sorry you are dealing with that. I don't know the details- but it sounds like a whole lot of immature jealousy to me. You are doing great!!
Thanks hun, I ignored it for ages and just woke up and thought who is she to judge me? Whats more I didnt even ask to see them! Ignoring is the best way to go I agree, so I took a deep breath and smoked 3 cigarettes (not all at once lol) and let the feelings flow over me. I will not give in to that AV!!!
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Join Date: Mar 2014
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CaliChris: Present, correct and sober.
Good morning. This is April Fool's day, don't let your AV fool you today (or any day for that matter.)
Day 22. Last night was a bit tough but not as tough as last week. Working out those sober muscles!
Love and hugs to you all and congratulations everyone on their milestones!
-Chris
Good morning. This is April Fool's day, don't let your AV fool you today (or any day for that matter.)
Day 22. Last night was a bit tough but not as tough as last week. Working out those sober muscles!
Love and hugs to you all and congratulations everyone on their milestones!
-Chris
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Join Date: Mar 2014
Location: Fort Worth, TX
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I'm on Day 17. Dealing with habit adjustment. I am continuing to look forward! But I have to glance back periodically and remember how miserable I was in my unsober state. It makes me all the more grateful for my sobriety!
You the football team that everybody knows is going to lose every game that's how I feel about myself and I also feel that's what everyone else thinks and sees.. I was riding my golf cart around at the campground somebody made it apparent they were scared that I was going to run into their car and I said don't worry I quit drinking and they laughed for an hour.
New thread. I'm happy to see all the old regulars have found us - and welcome to the newcomers.
Last night I could not stop crying at an AA meeting. @#$! that seriously pisses me off. I think it's a combination of feeling like I'm in some cult that I have to follow to the letter or get shunned and the fact that I have no family at all and right now I'm without a close friend - other than you guys. I REALLY do not like being called on to 'share' in meetings. If I don't talk, everyone asks if I'm okay? How the eff do I know? Give me a break, people.
Okay, so I have a resentment. Or a thousand. Mayhaps they will go away at some point. Too many meetings lately, I think. I remember thinking in the past that people gave up alcohol and then got obsessed with AA. I'm confused.
I'm also apparently not in the best mood today. *lesigh*
Last night I could not stop crying at an AA meeting. @#$! that seriously pisses me off. I think it's a combination of feeling like I'm in some cult that I have to follow to the letter or get shunned and the fact that I have no family at all and right now I'm without a close friend - other than you guys. I REALLY do not like being called on to 'share' in meetings. If I don't talk, everyone asks if I'm okay? How the eff do I know? Give me a break, people.
Okay, so I have a resentment. Or a thousand. Mayhaps they will go away at some point. Too many meetings lately, I think. I remember thinking in the past that people gave up alcohol and then got obsessed with AA. I'm confused.
I'm also apparently not in the best mood today. *lesigh*
New thread. I'm happy to see all the old regulars have found us - and welcome to the newcomers.
Last night I could not stop crying at an AA meeting. @#$! that seriously pisses me off. I think it's a combination of feeling like I'm in some cult that I have to follow to the letter or get shunned and the fact that I have no family at all and right now I'm without a close friend - other than you guys. I REALLY do not like being called on to 'share' in meetings. If I don't talk, everyone asks if I'm okay? How the eff do I know? Give me a break, people.
Okay, so I have a resentment. Or a thousand. Mayhaps they will go away at some point. Too many meetings lately, I think. I remember thinking in the past that people gave up alcohol and then got obsessed with AA. I'm confused.
I'm also apparently not in the best mood today. *lesigh*
Last night I could not stop crying at an AA meeting. @#$! that seriously pisses me off. I think it's a combination of feeling like I'm in some cult that I have to follow to the letter or get shunned and the fact that I have no family at all and right now I'm without a close friend - other than you guys. I REALLY do not like being called on to 'share' in meetings. If I don't talk, everyone asks if I'm okay? How the eff do I know? Give me a break, people.
Okay, so I have a resentment. Or a thousand. Mayhaps they will go away at some point. Too many meetings lately, I think. I remember thinking in the past that people gave up alcohol and then got obsessed with AA. I'm confused.
I'm also apparently not in the best mood today. *lesigh*
You the football team that everybody knows is going to lose every game that's how I feel about myself and I also feel that's what everyone else thinks and sees.. I was riding my golf cart around at the campground somebody made it apparent they were scared that I was going to run into their car and I said don't worry I quit drinking and they laughed for an hour.
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