Haiku Day One...Part 2
waking down
Join Date: Dec 2013
Posts: 4,641
I'm not a victim
but I am a product of
my environment
public schools taught me
how to get high and how to
run from my true self
if I were home schooled
by a sober parent I
would write something else
not to blame my mom
she did the best she knew how
and I'm not all bad
narcissism wreaks
havoc on a family
dad knew no better
abuse divorce grief
anger suffering failure
signs of a real life
feeding my demons
along with new clarity
bringing me back home
I'm becoming the
person I long suspected
I have always been
What would my story
be if I had never learned
to numb emotion
Would the terror and
pain have consumed me like a
mouse in a snake cage
I really doubt it
beauty and love far outweigh
ugliness and fear
If I told the world
what I am telling you now
would I disappear
Would I burst in flames
and disperse in a puff of smoke
into a cruel sky
Or would an embrace
squeeze my exposed heart and in
my eyes draw blood tears
I will never know
and it doesn't matter now
because I am here
but I am a product of
my environment
public schools taught me
how to get high and how to
run from my true self
if I were home schooled
by a sober parent I
would write something else
not to blame my mom
she did the best she knew how
and I'm not all bad
narcissism wreaks
havoc on a family
dad knew no better
abuse divorce grief
anger suffering failure
signs of a real life
feeding my demons
along with new clarity
bringing me back home
I'm becoming the
person I long suspected
I have always been
What would my story
be if I had never learned
to numb emotion
Would the terror and
pain have consumed me like a
mouse in a snake cage
I really doubt it
beauty and love far outweigh
ugliness and fear
If I told the world
what I am telling you now
would I disappear
Would I burst in flames
and disperse in a puff of smoke
into a cruel sky
Or would an embrace
squeeze my exposed heart and in
my eyes draw blood tears
I will never know
and it doesn't matter now
because I am here
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