Class of September 2013 part 9
So happy you are back. I do have a question though. I think I noticed you pulling away (posting less) before the weekend. Do you think you might have been subconsciously planning it or was there anything else going on that might have contributed. Might help in the future.
thanks bls
oh Renarde you must be tired out, can you take anything natural or from your Dr for the anxiety? hugs back x
I feel really bad Ive made this guy out to be horrible person, he isn't, problem is he has similar issues as me, I could just see past the bravado and see his pain and I guess I wanted to help him, and love him (sad i know) but he didn't feel the same way....
but in happier news, I finally got a cheque id been waiting for for £3k so this girly is going shoooooping this wkend, nothing like a bit of retail therapy xxx
oh Renarde you must be tired out, can you take anything natural or from your Dr for the anxiety? hugs back x
I feel really bad Ive made this guy out to be horrible person, he isn't, problem is he has similar issues as me, I could just see past the bravado and see his pain and I guess I wanted to help him, and love him (sad i know) but he didn't feel the same way....
but in happier news, I finally got a cheque id been waiting for for £3k so this girly is going shoooooping this wkend, nothing like a bit of retail therapy xxx
hi lorelei how are you doing? how long have you been sober now?
here I am FishnHappy, hope you are doing fine too.
Tallia, whats up!! great to see you all still here, that is great!!!!
Hello to all the rest....I decided not to write in this forum as I am always slipping on Saturdays, but I found that nice picture which I wanted to share, this is only my 4th sober day and very close there is another Saturday.....sighs
here I am FishnHappy, hope you are doing fine too.
Tallia, whats up!! great to see you all still here, that is great!!!!
Hello to all the rest....I decided not to write in this forum as I am always slipping on Saturdays, but I found that nice picture which I wanted to share, this is only my 4th sober day and very close there is another Saturday.....sighs
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Can't think of anything different. Don't feel thirsty. Oh well. Hopefully it goes away soon.
So happy you are back. I do have a question though. I think I noticed you pulling away (posting less) before the weekend. Do you think you might have been subconsciously planning it or was there anything else going on that might have contributed. Might help in the future.
So happy you are back. I do have a question though. I think I noticed you pulling away (posting less) before the weekend. Do you think you might have been subconsciously planning it or was there anything else going on that might have contributed. Might help in the future.
thanks renarde, that kinda guy sounds just about perfect.... ill keep my eyes peeled in the vain hope there is one out there lol x
Hi Renerde, so glad to you are still here on the wagon, I'm having lots of ups and downs, feeling so strong and alive during the weekdays (during weekdays I never drink) and feeling miserable on saturday and sunday accompanied by my beer binge drinking.
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not worth it is it fifth....why not hang onto those feel good feelings, can you not buy the beer in, plan ahead prepare your mind etc for the battle that is the weekend x
So I took everyone's advice and went for a long walk ( I even jogged a little! ) and it helped so much! Cravings just went bye-bye! Then I worked on making a card for a friend that is moving to California. Her going away party is tomorrow night and I am already preparing for it. For the most part I am skipping these events until I get stronger but she is a good friend and I really want to give her a hug and wish her well. So my plan now is to bring my hubby with me, pop in give her the card I made and a great big hug, eat dinner and then get the heck out of there.
I really do not want to relapse. I really hope I'm not making a mistake by going.
I really do not want to relapse. I really hope I'm not making a mistake by going.
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Lorelei - please don't take this the wrong way, but please be careful giving out email addresses etc - I mean, me for example - I could be a 60 stone psychopathic male plumber for all you know.
As it says in Dee's sticky at the top, weirdos are very clever at pretending to be people they're not
PS I'm NOT a 60stone male plumber by the way, but you get the idea? x
As it says in Dee's sticky at the top, weirdos are very clever at pretending to be people they're not
PS I'm NOT a 60stone male plumber by the way, but you get the idea? x
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