Class of December 2010 Part 9
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Happy New Year everyone! Wishing you all, and all who were once active here, a healthy and happy 2012 and much strength to keep doing what is right.
GFCO, I don't know what constitues normal for me these days, with all of the upheaval in the world, in our economy, and a general sense of worry most people have,,,normal takes on a whole new meaning. I measure things in simple terms, did I wake up feeling worried? hungover? depressed? scared? If the answer is no...then it's a good day!
Was at a bar of all places last night, but some of the conversation revolved around me and why I have not been drinking this past year. It really wasn't a big deal...had my soda water and still enjoyed a night out.
I'll be hanging with a small group tonight and really expext to be in bed before midnight.
GFCO, I don't know what constitues normal for me these days, with all of the upheaval in the world, in our economy, and a general sense of worry most people have,,,normal takes on a whole new meaning. I measure things in simple terms, did I wake up feeling worried? hungover? depressed? scared? If the answer is no...then it's a good day!
Was at a bar of all places last night, but some of the conversation revolved around me and why I have not been drinking this past year. It really wasn't a big deal...had my soda water and still enjoyed a night out.
I'll be hanging with a small group tonight and really expext to be in bed before midnight.
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Happy New Year, everyone! I am inspired by Dee's post in the newcomers forum. This year I am going to pay more attention to my words and how they affect others.
Tonight I had dinner with my in-laws and some friends, and they wanted to make mulled wine. I helped put together the peels and spices and man it smelled amazing. This was stupid, but I thought, if I just boil mine separately for a while it'll be okay to have a teeny bit. So I boiled it for a while, added water and boiled again, and then had a few ounces in my mug... didn't take long to realize that boiling had taken the smell and taste of alcohol away, but had not actually cooked away the all the booze. I was extremely uncomfortable after a few sips and even though I had a brief thought of keeping it and drinking it because "nobody would know" I gave it to my friend (Next time I will stick with a taste from a spoon, lol). I was surprised at how easily I was able to give it up. I did think about keeping it, but it wasn't a hard decision at all. As soon as I realized there was still alcohol in the wine I didn't want it anymore. I just gave it to her, forgot all about it and enjoyed the food and company
I remember making mulled wine about 3 years ago and being angry that I wasn't getting a buzz... we ended up dumping a whole bottle of brandy in and that fixed it. Interesting how things have changed. I'm proud of myself tonight.
Tonight I had dinner with my in-laws and some friends, and they wanted to make mulled wine. I helped put together the peels and spices and man it smelled amazing. This was stupid, but I thought, if I just boil mine separately for a while it'll be okay to have a teeny bit. So I boiled it for a while, added water and boiled again, and then had a few ounces in my mug... didn't take long to realize that boiling had taken the smell and taste of alcohol away, but had not actually cooked away the all the booze. I was extremely uncomfortable after a few sips and even though I had a brief thought of keeping it and drinking it because "nobody would know" I gave it to my friend (Next time I will stick with a taste from a spoon, lol). I was surprised at how easily I was able to give it up. I did think about keeping it, but it wasn't a hard decision at all. As soon as I realized there was still alcohol in the wine I didn't want it anymore. I just gave it to her, forgot all about it and enjoyed the food and company
I remember making mulled wine about 3 years ago and being angry that I wasn't getting a buzz... we ended up dumping a whole bottle of brandy in and that fixed it. Interesting how things have changed. I'm proud of myself tonight.
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Ahhhhhh. The last night of my winter vacation.
Until, that is, an hour ago, when I learned that that the schools will remain closed until Tuesday. So looks like it will just be a short day at the office with the munchkin in tow. I'll make a good show of how unfortunate it is, but actually, I appreciate the chance to ease back into the adult world.
Until, that is, an hour ago, when I learned that that the schools will remain closed until Tuesday. So looks like it will just be a short day at the office with the munchkin in tow. I'll make a good show of how unfortunate it is, but actually, I appreciate the chance to ease back into the adult world.
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My mom was taken to hospital on New Years Eve.
The parameds had to break down her door to get at her (they initially couldn't reach me).
Right at the moment she is in the ICU in critical condition.
I live nearby so I'm there for her and doing my best, I have no brothers or sisters and my Dad is dead.
I'm kinda spaced out about everything right now but Im still sober thank God or I'd be of no use for anybody.
The parameds had to break down her door to get at her (they initially couldn't reach me).
Right at the moment she is in the ICU in critical condition.
I live nearby so I'm there for her and doing my best, I have no brothers or sisters and my Dad is dead.
I'm kinda spaced out about everything right now but Im still sober thank God or I'd be of no use for anybody.
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Keep us posted Hooped.....and you are right, you really need to have your wits about you right now. The beast may try to sway you saying he/she will help you through this..........do NOT believe that voice!!
My prayers are with you today also.....
My prayers are with you today also.....
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Thank you.
My mom is still in intensive care but possibly moving to a ward tomorrow so things are looking up.
Life sure isn't a box of chocolates lately, but hey... this is reality.
And I'm dealing with it head on.. sober.
Hope you are all doing well!
My mom is still in intensive care but possibly moving to a ward tomorrow so things are looking up.
Life sure isn't a box of chocolates lately, but hey... this is reality.
And I'm dealing with it head on.. sober.
Hope you are all doing well!
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