andromeda31

My boyfriend moved out on Sunday. He was a huge enabler. I got wasted Monday to stop the pain but I think now I really have a chance to change my life. I'm absolutely devastated. I have no friends. My dog of 12 years needs to be put down on Thursday, which is giving me crazy panics attacks. I can't sleep. I'm scared to death I'm going to die when no one is at the house (PTSD from a car accident)... drinking always made me forget about this. I want to stop drinking today. My head and vision is completely spinning. I think I'm having withdraws. My job is a nightmare & I'm broke. I don't know where to start.

My relationship was terrible due to many things that were not easy to cope with. I believe he moved out of state already so I don't think I'll see him again. I'm going to miss having a boyfriend a great deal. I'm sick to death about him leaving but then again he wasn't good for me.

Today I feel so many things my head is spinning.

andromeda31

sorry, can someone delete this? I posted to the wrong thread.

MrSilver

They will move it unless you want it deleted all together.

least

PM one of the mods and tell them which thread you want deleted and what forum it's in. They'll help you out.