Ananda

I'm here

mom is still sleep...and She and chirs will be off on vacation by the time i get home for lunch

OMG work is a nightmare guys....i don't know how i did it drunk, especially i don't know how come i did it better drunk

regardless...i certainly wouldn't drink so i could do a better job...my personal life means more to me then that

(not wanting to drink guys...just thought about that whole thing this morning)

Jason.....you were right....mom didn't have a cow over the hoiuse...all is well

Dee74

Long day here too - night all

D

Ananda

I feel wickedly wonderful today


YouTube - Witchy Woman-The Eagles

Ananda

ok..i'm posting this cause i think it is a huge tool to dealing with things sober.....

Chris and mom have left for 10days to 2 weeks...i will be alone...no one in my mind that will be effected if i were to drink...

Now thats a big fat lie and i know it...but what it feels like is like i'm suddenly free ..... maybe a little too free....

got butterflies in my tummy..sorta that feeling you get on the last day of school, first day of spring, or when you fall in love....

I really think it's cause i hve only been in this position once before in sobriety of being without anyone around but me. So i'm not use to dealing with it.

I don't feel in danger, but i know if i fed th feelings and little thoughts i can get there, and posting about it is a way to short circut the crazy thoughts that precede the first drink.

Thanks for listening and yes i will be checking in when i get off work

Pixy1

Hey all :ghug

Work is so busy this week! Think I'm in shock

I'm still around but working hard and tired x

Dee74

yep it's a big fat lie, Nands.

lol wasn't meant to be that melodramatic - just use this post to remind yrself - and everyone else - I guess

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allport

You live but to serve Dee

But it is a good thing to remind ourselves of.

I have had a positive day look i even used a happy smilie.

Sorry to hear you are so busy Pixy how is the diet going?

And Nands lol I want to be you when I grow up (whenever that is )

Ananda

well... i forgot to check in sorry

but i was too happy being happy...no need to drink just cause i feel good...strange how you get use to drinking when you are happy too....



Thank you dee...i like melodramatic suits my personality

love you all

colagirl

Yeah Dee, melodramatic is perfect for nands! She is American, after all.

Now THAT is a melodramatic smiley.

Speaking of this great nation, why has Sarah Palin been on my TV all day?

Pixy1

Marning all :ghug

Whos Sarah Palin? lol

Just thought I would say morning before I rush off to work.

Alley the diet is going ok but I haven't been able to write points down as I have been so busy. But I have suprised myself by making the right choices. How are you getting on?

You all seem really positive and upeat at the moment, it's good to see

Catch you all tonight if you are around (hug)

Pixy1

Just popped in but there is no one around

Be back later x

Ananda

i'm nurturing my inner child today

soon as she goes to sleep i'll check in :rotfxko

allport

I've just got back from babysitting (someone trusts me with their child lol) and I'm feeling fairly content.

Had a bit of a temper tantrum ealier because I haven't done my goals for today, then I slapped myself around a bit and got over it.

I didn't do them because I had to do something else, so I'm ok with it.

Hope you are all doing well too and I get to talk to you soon. x

Pixy1

Been to B&Q!

Im trying to sort the fire place in the lounge. Didn't get what I wanted but got some ideas.

Had such a long day! I have tomorrow off to go to my sons presentation day I'm going with my awal husband


How are you all?
How are you all doing ?

colagirl

Sounds like you're keeping yourself busy Pix! Is the fireplace for the newly remodeled house?

There seems to be a child theme here today... Pix going to her son's presentation, nands nurturing her inner child, ally doing some babysitting. Wonder what it all means.

I chose a contractor to install my central AC! No more sweating through the summer nights for me! They install on the 26th. I can't wait.

Saturday I'm having my family over, including my adorable little niece. She's 7 months old now! I'm unduly excited about hosting everyone for pizza. Hopefully I won't be derailed by some stupid family dysfunction.

Pixy1

Morning :ghug

Leaving in a few min to my sons presentation.

My ex husband to be is here, it amazes me how you can be married to someone for 12yrs and they are complete strangers.

Back soon x

allport

Have a great day Pixy and don't let the ex get you down

Hey CG I get excited about pizza all the time (no I don't have much of a life) and a family gathering, no matter how casual, is a good reason to be happy, I hope it all goes well.

Nands I told you to send that inner child to her room, we need you checking in every day.

And where are Dee and Jason, we need a token male presence and you two are nominated as it so do not up and disappear.

You might be able to tell I'm feeling bossy today, watch out world

Pixy1

Bossy is good!!

He got 6 awards so proud of him.

I have the school fait later this afternoon with my younger kids.

I think I will have takeaway for dinner as it's been such a long week. Im in the mood for Pizza as you are all talking about it lol

Ananda

CG....love your signature!!!!!

Did he really say that????? My god he was actually talking sense!!!!!

my innerchild has been nurtured and matured...she is now a teenager and has discovered boys

things could get traumatic soon.....can you say drama queen!

I'm deffinately locking her in her room for the duration

I'm alittle lonely without Chris around...though it makes no since....i mean we would only talk for about 10 minites a day...he mostly wasn't even in the same room....

Pix...i havent seen my ex since the divorce 30 years ago...but my son has told me he really hasn't changed, and i really like his new wife.....she's chris's "other mom" and we hit it off from the get go

Pixy1

Thats lovely that you get on so well with her. I don't think I could be in the same room as his girlfriend lol

I think I'm going to have a nap before the school fait as it doesn't start until 5