Class of November Part 8
LB, I don't mean this in a taking the **** way but you seem to be 10 years older in your posts then I remember.
Think its a sign your recovering or something, well done on having 2 cokes in the pub, big achievement.
Think its a sign your recovering or something, well done on having 2 cokes in the pub, big achievement.
I'm still here and having a fabulously lazy day (just for a change!)
I didn't want to get out of bed this morning, not because I don't want to face the day, but just because it was so cozy.
I think I have fallen in love with my bed!
I didn't want to get out of bed this morning, not because I don't want to face the day, but just because it was so cozy.
I think I have fallen in love with my bed!
hmmmph, 10 years older! I've been sulking! Actually fizz, I feel ... different.
I guess I'm taking it a little more seriously than I was, coz my ulcer is progressing nicely, and if I don't keep off these fecking pills, I'm going to land up in hospital!
It scares me that I still want to take them every day, even tho they will kill me. There is no way out of that. I always thought, as soon as they affected my health, I could stop. Well.... not so sure of that anymore!
Anyway, I've been good for 20 days so far. I saw the 9 month chip at my Thursday meeting and it is a gorgeous purple - that's the one I want!!!
I guess I'm taking it a little more seriously than I was, coz my ulcer is progressing nicely, and if I don't keep off these fecking pills, I'm going to land up in hospital!
It scares me that I still want to take them every day, even tho they will kill me. There is no way out of that. I always thought, as soon as they affected my health, I could stop. Well.... not so sure of that anymore!
Anyway, I've been good for 20 days so far. I saw the 9 month chip at my Thursday meeting and it is a gorgeous purple - that's the one I want!!!
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wow our chips are all a boring bronze.... maybe i'll get my 2 year chip from your group LB....what color are they???
you've got this thing down well LB.....serious when you need to be and just the right amount of light to keep from going mental!
gueeeeesss whhaaaaat (grin)
another 2 day project that would make me way behind the ball on otehr work...not doing it...told the professor, taking an easy way out he said (ha ha) the problem isn't just me...that there is too much to do and too many incompent people to clean up after (grin)....he is probably the one who will be my boss come the summer
I am making a kick arse soup....bring a bowl and come on over for a midnight snack
happy happy joy joy
you've got this thing down well LB.....serious when you need to be and just the right amount of light to keep from going mental!
gueeeeesss whhaaaaat (grin)
another 2 day project that would make me way behind the ball on otehr work...not doing it...told the professor, taking an easy way out he said (ha ha) the problem isn't just me...that there is too much to do and too many incompent people to clean up after (grin)....he is probably the one who will be my boss come the summer
I am making a kick arse soup....bring a bowl and come on over for a midnight snack
happy happy joy joy
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getting drunk only gets rid of the symptoms displayed (sometimes, and temporarily)...it never ever ever fixes the actual problem that is causing the symptoms...So sure...a drink may "make the world go away"...but it doesn't fix sht and the mess that is there just gets worse.
Drinking at my problems is crazy...it is total insanity....
not wanting to drink, but just thought hard about that on my way home.
Part of "my part" in the work deal was that I refused to stop having a set of hand calculated books...i kept relying on them and therefore missed when the computer version was having problems.....I always new I could go to my excell sheets and do anything i needed. Solution....give up the old books...I did..all my catch up this past month has been only placed in the proper books...notes have been taken on query fixes....well...the query's are not yet fixed just planed and i'm still catching up the data information. Today the query program broke and may not be fixable...and i no longer have a reliable set of back ups....This is both worse and not as bad as what it sounds like LOL
And people wonder why I don't have faith....pissed, fearful, but not thinking of drinking
Stupid sht i know i know..but really this is exactly the sort of thing i've run from all my life....funny thing is as angry and upset as i am right now i know that by 2 hours from now I will proably be sane and in decent emotional balance. The reason for that is that I will talk about it, sort out the best solution I can and then move on.....I use to think a drink would take care of things I guess i'm growing
Drinking at my problems is crazy...it is total insanity....
not wanting to drink, but just thought hard about that on my way home.
Part of "my part" in the work deal was that I refused to stop having a set of hand calculated books...i kept relying on them and therefore missed when the computer version was having problems.....I always new I could go to my excell sheets and do anything i needed. Solution....give up the old books...I did..all my catch up this past month has been only placed in the proper books...notes have been taken on query fixes....well...the query's are not yet fixed just planed and i'm still catching up the data information. Today the query program broke and may not be fixable...and i no longer have a reliable set of back ups....This is both worse and not as bad as what it sounds like LOL
And people wonder why I don't have faith....pissed, fearful, but not thinking of drinking
Stupid sht i know i know..but really this is exactly the sort of thing i've run from all my life....funny thing is as angry and upset as i am right now i know that by 2 hours from now I will proably be sane and in decent emotional balance. The reason for that is that I will talk about it, sort out the best solution I can and then move on.....I use to think a drink would take care of things I guess i'm growing
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