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Originally Posted by frstnm
(Post 2040134)
GT - you should post your "spazzing" hula somewhere......lol So funny, SO true......its an honest program. Feeling less than perfect has such an impact on my mood - I finally realized what it was and when it was happening. Its a real trigger and makes me want to get high - so I dont "FEEL". But GEEZE cant it just go away ??!! Does this happen to anyone else ? 1. BRING ON THE SPAZZING HULA GYPZ!!!!!!!!!! you go girl! 2. First.......i can totally relate to your comment above of "feeling less than perfect" & "that triggering you to want to use" this is a big one for me too & one ive been struggling with Im having lots & lots of using thought last 48hours & finally i cracked this morning, did every old behaviour other than use a needle with a mind altering substance in it. this is a result of my too higher expectations of myself not being met, not doin a mtn in 4days (only due to none being on) not wanting to be percieved as being weak, so i havnt made calls reaching out to other members an very much running on my own will, my sickness, my f***** up voice in my head that tells me it knows best believe me hn...you aint alone. xxoo |
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