set fire to my bpd
I'm not much good at deciphering you tube meanings ...
I think I understand tho - I'm much more than that crippled bloke, but sometimes it's all other people can see
We both have way more that defines us than a medical condition
D
I think I understand tho - I'm much more than that crippled bloke, but sometimes it's all other people can see
We both have way more that defines us than a medical condition
D
darn buggard up again links.
just wanted to start a page for people who has personality disorders and have addictions. so having bad time and wondering how to get out of cycle? got mental health nurse next week and then substanse abuse nurses is doing mentalisation group which starts next year. so just throwing it out there. not in best place but working on music therapy lol x
just wanted to start a page for people who has personality disorders and have addictions. so having bad time and wondering how to get out of cycle? got mental health nurse next week and then substanse abuse nurses is doing mentalisation group which starts next year. so just throwing it out there. not in best place but working on music therapy lol x
nvm here is lyrics
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high on such a breakable thread (breakable thread)
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted (that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it (we lost it)
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh, oh, oh, oh
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say (know what they say)
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they (but so are they)
But they don't know me
Do they even know you? (even know you)
All the things you hide from me
All the **** that you do (all the **** that you do)
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted (that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it (we lost it)
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
You were everything, everything that I wanted (that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high on such a breakable thread (breakable thread)
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted (that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it (we lost it)
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh, oh, oh, oh
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say (know what they say)
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they (but so are they)
But they don't know me
Do they even know you? (even know you)
All the things you hide from me
All the **** that you do (all the **** that you do)
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted (that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it (we lost it)
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
You were everything, everything that I wanted (that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Heres the secret to YouTube links erratic
just copy everything after the = sign
D
The embed tags are [yt ] [/yt ] No spaces
This is the link I just embeded
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZtKxrYp0pC0
Don't put this part between the tags
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Put everything after that between the tags
In this case it would be ZtKxrYp0pC0
This is the link I just embeded
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZtKxrYp0pC0
Don't put this part between the tags
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Put everything after that between the tags
In this case it would be ZtKxrYp0pC0
D
New Beginnings
Join Date: May 2018
Location: Queens, NY
Posts: 26
I am in recovery from addiction. Feel in a good place about that in that I'm not too cocky or too afraid about staying sober.
Recently found out I have Narcissistic Personality Disorder(4 months ago). Still in denial about it, really want to curse out my therapist for diagnosing me. And then stop working with him.
Funny I see this thread because I was just thinking of looking up the DSMV criteria just to keep me grounded. I still struggle with family and friendships. Just looked it up, yes, I need to continue treatment.
Music is so huge for me right now in my free time. Listening to a lot of spiritual Hardcore and Metal; learning the bass guitar, checking out award shows. It's not my Higher Power or passion like I thought it was in my first few months of sobriety, but it is very helpful.
Recently found out I have Narcissistic Personality Disorder(4 months ago). Still in denial about it, really want to curse out my therapist for diagnosing me. And then stop working with him.
Funny I see this thread because I was just thinking of looking up the DSMV criteria just to keep me grounded. I still struggle with family and friendships. Just looked it up, yes, I need to continue treatment.
Music is so huge for me right now in my free time. Listening to a lot of spiritual Hardcore and Metal; learning the bass guitar, checking out award shows. It's not my Higher Power or passion like I thought it was in my first few months of sobriety, but it is very helpful.
hi one x
thanks for sharing x that must of been hard for getting a diagnoses of NPD x great that ur sober though and yeah music is a great help sometimes as its the only way i can show how i am feeling. x i was diagnosed when i was 20 and was in hospital with BPD, i am now 48 and it can still be hard to deal with, but i do have plenty of help behind me x please do continue with ur treatment as i have been told we cant be cured but we can gain some management on it with help i am away to try mentalisation group at beginning of the year again, but with a different set of people who are nurses in substant abuse and not psycho therapy which i have had been involved in many times to try help me. On grounding yourself is good aswell hun x
hope ur ok x
thanks for sharing x that must of been hard for getting a diagnoses of NPD x great that ur sober though and yeah music is a great help sometimes as its the only way i can show how i am feeling. x i was diagnosed when i was 20 and was in hospital with BPD, i am now 48 and it can still be hard to deal with, but i do have plenty of help behind me x please do continue with ur treatment as i have been told we cant be cured but we can gain some management on it with help i am away to try mentalisation group at beginning of the year again, but with a different set of people who are nurses in substant abuse and not psycho therapy which i have had been involved in many times to try help me. On grounding yourself is good aswell hun x
hope ur ok x
New Beginnings
Join Date: May 2018
Location: Queens, NY
Posts: 26
I just started doing some groups for the NPD and hypomania about 4 weeks ago. Something just was not right and my therapist and family felt I needed more help.
In my process so far, it seems recovery from drugs and alcohol were just a piece of the puzzle. I still attend 12 step meetings and maintain a decent life. But it could have easily went sour. I continue to try to get better, and have yet to find a good enough excuse to give up.
In my process so far, it seems recovery from drugs and alcohol were just a piece of the puzzle. I still attend 12 step meetings and maintain a decent life. But it could have easily went sour. I continue to try to get better, and have yet to find a good enough excuse to give up.
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