Well I release those that harmed me why because if I don't forgive when God has forgiven me and I know for sure I'm forgiven and feel forgiven I must forgive everybody or I'll die of anger and end up in anger management again!!!

These steps helped me but I don't think it's for me I know what I saw was real and heard was real!!!

yes I know it's demonic but to freely forgive every one and everything that harmed you was the hardest thing I've done in my life so crucial to recover a brother that embezzled me over a 100,000$ at the very least aa telling me to dump my medication down the toilet and bipolar with psychosis turned into schizoaffective turned into paranoid schizophrenia and bipolar and chronic depression gone forever and chronic anxiety and fibromyalgia andf yes I'm a recovered chronic I mean chronic alcoholic and recovered from so many addictions porn poker over eating opiates and other illegal substances recovered thanks to AA and mostly Schizophrenia Anonymous I forgive freely drove me to a recovered alcoholic lunatic but now I'm sane I love both programs the guy that convinced me to dump my medication down the toilet out smoking meth now I'm a free man much thanks to the founder of Schizophrenia anonymous I'm no longer disabled

and yes i take a lot of medication

Now I'm no longer disabled perfect mental health

No I don't have perfect mental health I'm also bipolar and was in mania still disabled it will be a life long battle.

I hope today is ok for you dxmaxis. You are fighting a tough battle from the sounds of it.