Schizophrenia and religious delusions
 

I've been struggling with this very much the last six weeks. I just want it to stop and go away.

I'm sorry to hear you're struggling with this. Maybe you can give us a little more information if you're looking for input?

Do you have a regular Dr or therapist Dsmaxis? Have you checked in with them?
Are you taking your meds still?
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Well I'm out of psychosis and mania. Bad news I have fiboryamalgia can't even spell it. I'm in pain I don't want to take painkillers so I'll use meditation and prayer. I didn't get hospitalized so that was good. I know my life is difficult but I know God love's me.

AA and NA both have pamphlets about distinguishing between "drugs" and "medicine." I also have fibromyalgia. I go to a rheumotologist for treatment. He prescribed Lyrica which works most of the time. But I also take ibuprofen. I would go to a doctor. Tell him you are an alcoholic/addict. Your doctor will prescribe safe medicines to deal with your pain.