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Old 10-31-2014, 10:57 PM   #221 (permalink)
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So GREAT to see you back in chat.
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Old 10-31-2014, 10:59 PM   #222 (permalink)
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It was wonderful to talk to you today love.
Silly me to have left the chat room...another thing I won't be doing again.

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Old 11-01-2014, 12:51 AM   #223 (permalink)
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Hey, I just got wind that venuscat is back. You're back!

Catch up with you later, sweet woman. Great to see you.
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Old 11-01-2014, 03:14 AM   #225 (permalink)
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Old 11-03-2014, 09:42 PM   #226 (permalink)
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Old 11-05-2014, 12:17 AM   #228 (permalink)
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Struggling tonight.

The pain is a little overwhelming (in my finger).
I know the surgery will be soon, and I am so afraid.
Huge part of me still wants to run...I can feel the panic setting in.

I think I had better get some help from a counsellor, and I need to do it tomorrow.

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Old 11-05-2014, 12:29 AM   #229 (permalink)
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I think that's a really good idea Venus
let us know how you get on...

hope you can get some sleep

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Old 11-05-2014, 03:29 AM   #230 (permalink)
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Old 11-05-2014, 03:42 AM   #231 (permalink)
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know exactly how your feeling venuscat after years of struggelin with addiction the damage caused seems irreversable.
however we can still improve our situation..yes we have bad days and they seem to go on sometimes...for me I have to accept what i'v done and try not too dwell in that bad place..talk to peole u truly trust,meditate,try to do anything that can take your mind off things for a bit..allways here and wish u all the best x
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Old 11-05-2014, 03:47 AM   #232 (permalink)
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Big hugs for you today. I hope you see the counselor soon.
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Old 11-05-2014, 04:02 AM   #233 (permalink)
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Good Morning Venus! Your night time though!

I'm no doctor, but can you keep your hand elevated above your heart to keep the pressure off of it? This might help to relieve the throbbing and pain!

Have you tried heat or ice to help relieve your pain?

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Old 11-05-2014, 04:06 AM   #234 (permalink)
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TOD ~ yes, I can keep it elevated. Thank you. I hadn't thought of that.
I'm sure it will help. (((hugs)))

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Old 11-05-2014, 05:08 AM   #235 (permalink)
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Hi, Venus.

My best best best most powerful positive vibes to you.

I understand your anxiety and panic, and I wish I could give you a big warm hug to get it easier in some way.

Stay with us. Panic grows less when you share you concerns with friends.
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OK ~ one of the doctors at my clinic is a mental health specialist, he works with Beyond Blue, which is an institute here that helps people with depression and anxiety and many other things...

I am seeing him in a couple of hours...and we will have a good chat (I hope).
He is referring me to someone else, but as I can not get in straight away, he thought that it is important that I have someone to talk to today. How nice of him.

I need this.
I am feeling very trembly...

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Old 11-05-2014, 03:19 PM   #240 (permalink)
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Just catching up V. I'm so thankful you're seeing someone. Very wise of you to not struggle alone. Sending love and good thoughts.
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