Lpg

That's me 8 days free from smoking cannabis, something feels different about this quit this time. I feel stronger and I actually don't even want to pick it back up. I got my first full nights sleep last night.
Lots of things have been stressing me out the last 2 weeks and for 1 week of it I have made it through without touching a joint, I don't some meditating last night and I actually felt the tension leave my body it was actually really cool breathing it away naturally. Going to keep posting to help keep me accountable.

Dee74

Yay good stuff lpg

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LumenandNyx

High Five!

FlyingDutchMan

Sounds good Lpg, keep that streak going!

Lpg

Thank you guys. Worried about tonight going for dinner with family, they will be drinking so these are the time I struggle alot. Not giving in I can do this 🙏 just going to eat all the foods and go to bed early

Dee74

How did it go lpg?

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Lpg

Not good, my mum got sh*t faced drunk and I was really disappointed. We where staying overnight with my son for the first time and I thought she maybe would have respected that. But she done the same when I was a kid with us at home so to say I'm surprised I really shouldn't be.
I've been really stressed lately anyway, late last night I thought I 'deserved' a smoke because I'm so stressed, had 2 puffs felt guilty then put it out.
I feel like a failure with this atm. No plans to smoke tonight in bed early.

Dee74

I'm not sure labels like 'failure' help really.
You just need a better plan to deal with stress and disappointment

You can do that

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alonzollamas

Thats nice. We need to celebrate every victory. Thanks for sharing.