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Old 11-08-2018, 12:20 PM
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The first month is the hardest and you DID it!
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Old 11-12-2018, 07:18 AM
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day 36 sober
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Old 11-12-2018, 03:10 PM
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Thats a seriously great achievement windytown - feeling any better?

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Old 11-13-2018, 08:25 AM
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not really feeling good because my health issues have not been good lately. But as for being sober I do feel less anxious and less chaotic. I just am not feeling physically well so spend a lot of time working on trying to fix that and it has actually been worse in the time I have been sober. so it is not easy living quite yet.
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Old 11-13-2018, 03:53 PM
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I think we beat up our immune system pretty well by smoking - it can take several weeks or more to reset itself.

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Keep going Windy, I hope things will get better for you soon.
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Old 11-14-2018, 06:56 PM
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day 38 sober

I want to share this poem I have been reading sometimes when I am feeing down on myself. It is a poem by Rumi

The Guest House

This being human is a guest house.
Every morning a new arrival.

A joy, a depression, a meanness,
some momentary awareness comes
as an unexpected visitor.

Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they’re a crowd of sorrows,
who violently sweep your house
empty of its furniture,
still, treat each guest honorably.
He may be clearing you out
for some new delight.

The dark thought, the shame, the malice,
meet them at the door laughing,
and invite them in.

Be grateful for whoever comes,
because each has been sent
as a guide from beyond.

. Rumi
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I love that poem too WT - congrats on 38 days

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Old 11-15-2018, 12:02 AM
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38? That’s great!
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Old 11-15-2018, 07:12 PM
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Originally Posted by Windytown View Post
day 38 sober

I want to share this poem I have been reading sometimes when I am feeing down on myself. It is a poem by Rumi

The Guest House

This being human is a guest house.
Every morning a new arrival.

A joy, a depression, a meanness,
some momentary awareness comes
as an unexpected visitor.

Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they’re a crowd of sorrows,
who violently sweep your house
empty of its furniture,
still, treat each guest honorably.
He may be clearing you out
for some new delight.

The dark thought, the shame, the malice,
meet them at the door laughing,
and invite them in.

Be grateful for whoever comes,
because each has been sent
as a guide from beyond.

. Rumi
YOU ARE THAT - the Allowing, Open , Empty space of Awareness in which all passes through without leaving a trace or tarnish upon your pristine, whole , complete nature. All mere temporary visitors passing through your Pure Being. No fear for they can not harm That which can not be harmed - YOU , Awareness are always and forever safe.
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Old 11-16-2018, 02:04 PM
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day 40 sober.
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Old 11-20-2018, 05:07 PM
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Old 11-22-2018, 11:47 AM
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Old 11-22-2018, 02:08 PM
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you're going great Windytown - hope you feel a little better in yourself?

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Old 11-22-2018, 02:56 PM
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You are doing great Windy
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Old 11-29-2018, 07:25 AM
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Day 53 sober
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Old 11-29-2018, 01:33 PM
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wierd the article says folks who smoke weed get taken over by "entities" ?what?
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Old 11-29-2018, 01:36 PM
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Congrats Windytown

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Old 11-29-2018, 05:42 PM
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wierd the article says folks who smoke weed get taken over by "entities" ?what?
I know that was a weird article I was smoking a lot when I posted it- but I can relate to this element of fear I felt a lot when I was smoking a lot- paranoia, anxiety, whatever- so maybe the entity is like an analogy for just living in that scared feeling when when you are high all the time.
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Old 11-30-2018, 11:33 AM
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Way to go Windy, pile up the sober days!
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