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Slipped up
Hello everyone @Dee after a little binge and alone time of self reflection i decided to get back onto the sober way. Im going to stop playing victim and continue to try. The only difficult part is the beginning, trying to get sober !
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Yesterday i almost had a slip up but i stayed strong. I went on auto pilot and drove to the medical shop but twice i got out of my truck then i went back in. At the end i drove away without going in, tears in my eye because the urge was so bad. I just got home from the Lagoon and i reflect on what went wrong. After tonight it will be 5 days.
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Thank you all for the support ! Its been one ************* week with drugs and man its a hell of a ride. Im most likely going to get censored cause of that but i dropped a f bomb of excitement haha ! Taking it one day sometimes a hour at a time, but im doing it. A win for me is a win for everyone in this forum !
Hello there peeps, it's nice to read how you're all doing and I whish you all the very best. I was on a holiday in France for a couple of weeks -first with some cycling buddies and then with the family- and enjoyed myself thoroughly, but on the downside I always feel a little low when I get back from such nice trips. I'll post a more detailed update in my own topic in the coming days.
Oh yeah, I was a year-and-a-half sober on the 8th of July. That's worth a mention.
Oh yeah, I was a year-and-a-half sober on the 8th of July. That's worth a mention.
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Ten days today, everything is starting to be more clear to me. Im starting to remember things that i did wrong from the past. The things i recall are pretty embarrassing and i put myself in alot life or death situations. But i am learning to humble myself in this recovery, i get a bit too excited and in a way brag about recovery.
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I have a question, is dating while recovery a smart move? I been with a girl since my addictions days and the most craziest thing happened to me on Tuesday. The girl was home alone and she wanted me to go over, but for i committed to attend N.A meetings. She immediately told me “So that meeting is more important than me.” It was a no brainer that yes the meeting was more important but this is suppose to be my girl who supports my decision and is understanding. But idk.
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