hollowx

Tomorrow when these effects wear off I'll be kinda bummed. Cravings are killer, the IBS is so annoying. And food doesn't taste quite like it's "supposed too". Been kind of afraid to hang out with friends because then I know I would probably take a hit. It's seems everyone does it, like I have to literally lock myself in the room so that I don't blaze. But of course I share a room and once I smell that aroma it's go-time. It effects me in very negative ways, but there are positive, Over all I'm not happy because I want to experience moments with a clear mind, and actually be there for myself and those I care about. I don't have a plan, but for now I have the attitude, just going to websites, reading about addiction, and definitely working on adjusting my impulses.

Dee74

Welcome to the forum holowx

I found SR a great resource when I quit.

At first it was just to converse with people who understood, but I really got into the community, I got a lot of good advice here and support that helped me change my life for good, and much to my surprise.

You could do a lot worse than getting into the habit of posting here daily.

Think a little more on what a good recovery plan might look like for you?
got any ideas?

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