scarecrow

here it goes for today...

Any good thing in my life at all which is:

realization that I can't have money available to me
realization that I can still salvage my life
rerealization that helping others helps me
realization and acceptance of limits and end results of certain behaviors
good people
material goods
realization that using leaves me feeling bad and broke
rerealizing not to trust myself with money, I can't change that, I was wrong to think I could, drugs are very very powerful
grateful for any time not suffering
grateful for any help I get, help not harm is good motto
grateful for good websites
grateful for still have some health
grateful that one day I might realize what god is doing this for
grateful there's no abuse here, I've been harmed a lot, mental, verbal abuse is the worst kind of abuse (my opinion)