lillian

I am grateful for my son, my dog and cats- they keep me alive and smiling. I am feeling like a real pill today/recently- lonely, resentful at relatives who seem to have shut me and my son out of being part of "family" after years of treating us like we were part of their family. I feel lonely. And remembering to think about the good things. It shouldn't be hard to be grateful-- today i find myself pulling away to look at/ruminate on the things that bring me pain. But maybe that's ok too/part of the grieving process.