This was posted in one of my online support groups. I thought I would share...


The Alphabet of Addiction & Recovery

Written By: April Grisham


Addiction

At first it feels great
But that quickly changes
Choice turns into necessity
Dealing with life rearranges
Every day becomes the same
Fighting for that high
Going to the grave slowly
Hoping that you'll die
It engulfs your entire being
Just like a wild fire
Kicking, screaming, fighting
Lifting higher & higher
Months turn into years
Nobody by your side
Overcoming it seems impossible
Powerless, it's your guide
Quitting gets harder & harder
Running away does no good
Screaming for God to help you
Thinking He never would
Unless you get help
Victory will never come
Worn out, shaking, scared
eXisting to just be numb
You have 2 choices God will give
Zone out & die or get help & live!

Recovery

At first it's hard to do
But you do it anyway
Crying, shaking, scared
Don't know what to say
Each day gets better & better
Feelings begin to return
God actually heard your cries
Here's your chance to learn
It's a lifelong process
Just for today we learn to live
Kneeling down in prayer
Learning how to give
Many fears we have to face
No longer bound in chains
Open-minded, honest, willing
Peace of mind instead of shame
Quitting was my choice
Recovery is a gift
Some people actually love me
The burdens began to lift
Under God's grace I’m saved
Victory is now in sight
With help, I've overcome it
an eXample of His might
You, too, can be set free
Zero in on recovery!