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Just made my first boomerang video with glen via Mrs SW

Getting dressed to take him out round the block

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Wake up time today was 2am

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Mrs SW who is fast asleep

Cuddles from our pooch sans the hairs

For a nice end to a long day alas it's sober friday tomorrow

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Boy that was so hard to do I woke up at 2am 3am 4am & 5am but kept forcing myself back to sleep it's now just shy of 7am but I'm a lil tired and have a new toothache same tooth at the back the other side

Great

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For all the sirens that I hear constantly in London

For my dad

Mrs SW

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For my 1st full day with Mrs SW over the holidays

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For early morning Saturday weightlifting

Think I've woken up with a cold as when I blew my nose I had that distinct smell and taste like uh oh... So just had a multivitamin and vitamin C to boost my immune but I've been doing this everyday anyway lol

This may well turnout to be a short session lol time to put the kettle on

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Grateful for an early night I'm on my own so not much point being awake now I'm pretty beat and could really use an early night

Night gang x

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For early morning workouts

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A new day with new challenges and new goals

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Times shared laughing carelessly with all my friends past & present

For all the things my recovery friends have shown me along the way

For all my mistakes (and the ones I'm yet to make)

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For some of the best people i will ever meet in my life (SR)

RIP to the most awesome of awesome friends



I chose this song because it had a tree in it and took it as a sign (There's no such thing as coincindence's)

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For having no credit on my phone this week (On purpose) - (I don't get bothered half as much

For knowing things will get better with time

Self improvement no matter how small and in what way it's all good baby !

Mrs SW having a lovely night watching Sky Atlantic TV shows (Camping)

For anyone going through some **** right now but persevere regardless

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For what I'm going to do tomorrow morning which is get the ball rolling for a new ankle it was severely crushed back when I was in active addiction and i didn't go Dr or hospital so it was never seen too and now I have bad arthritis and my ankle locks to the point where I can't even walk on it - Ok that's #1

#2 I really need my Dr to understand how bad my thigh is right now I can hardly walk and when I do my leg gets worse with pain instantly even standing stresses and causes pain where I'm having to use my weaker leg as a prop up - I think I have severe meralgia paresthetica but need to say it to my Dr as they have only set up scans which admittedly I've missed just due to everything going on & stuff

#3 I hurt my shoulder a couple years back and I think it also might need surgery something is definitely wrong and if I'm to continue on the trajectory I'm on I need to be 100% fit and I operate more like 50% and I've had enough I'm 36

Even with pain medication I'm in pain and I've just gotten used to this

No more

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Sorry guys I sound angry but only at myself but maybe I'm just where I'm meant to be

I'm grateful that I'm really going to sort it out

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Physical ailments can exhaust a person both emotionally and physically.

Glad you're being proactive, SW.

Wishing you the best at your appointment.

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Thanks Op ive just let it go after so long because it always scans they have scans from the last 5 years at least but anyway my own fault but today im going to speak with them and really drive home how limited my mobility is right now - Thanks Op

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For knowing just how lucky man just to be alive & to be sober in recovery on sober recovery lol

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^^^ ... √√√

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Anything that helps people who need it the most all over this world