I am grateful for my Mother!
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I am grateful for my Mother!
Today was a very tough day for me... Between no sleep for 36 hours+, tripping on lsd all night while drunk and missing work today...
My mom didn't ask any questions... She's heard all the lies before... She just looks at me and can see how insanely messed up I am and just says... "You know I'm always here for you... When you're ready that is.."
I can't force myself to tell her how bad my addiction(s) are... If she knew what I was doing it would break her heart to know...
We just talked and she gave me new hope. She gave me that push to be sober. I was always trying to be sober for other people...
That never worked. Ever. I finally realize that I have to want this for myself and I know it will be extremely hard...
My mom didn't ask any questions... She's heard all the lies before... She just looks at me and can see how insanely messed up I am and just says... "You know I'm always here for you... When you're ready that is.."
I can't force myself to tell her how bad my addiction(s) are... If she knew what I was doing it would break her heart to know...
We just talked and she gave me new hope. She gave me that push to be sober. I was always trying to be sober for other people...
That never worked. Ever. I finally realize that I have to want this for myself and I know it will be extremely hard...
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