107L

It's been a while since I've posted but I've been lurking!
10 months sober and what has happened during these past 10 months has been nuts....

4 months in and my business went under. When the going got tough...the weak (my fiance of 9 years) fecked off with a client leaving me and our son bankrupt and homeless ....unless something amazing happens in the next month.

My strength has been almost scary: Tempted.....a few times. Cried...a lot. Screamed at walls....daily ..when no one around..(I'm not some sort of crazy you know!!)...I am still here..still fighting....still fecking sober!!

Music has been my savior and my son has been my mentor...positive as hell but scared of what else is coming my way.

Keep Passing the Open windows Folks.

Leshar

You are strong indeed. Your post helped me a lot today. I'm struggling. You are pushing through the pain and adversity and doing it! Well done. I hope you and your son get settled soon.

Stoogy

Your strength is shining through, your son is your rock through this tough time.

It can only get better.

Opivotal

Great work 107L! Congratulations on 10 months.