civic

I have been pretty clean since November of 2012. Which is good besides a snorting spree of Dec. Right around Xmas went on a few day snorting binge of hydros. Which was my addition for 9 years. And as I posted before it was all because of doctors giving me prescription for them like crazy because I had tendentiousness of the wrist. Ha a lot of good that does. Never took away the pain just made me feel good..actually not feel anything emotional at all. I now take a hydro once a month maybe twice in a night once a month. And I hate the feeling. Now I feel things I haven't. I have been prescribed tremedol for my nerve problems in my arm. I even told them when I got my teeth and roots worked on not to give me hydrocodone /lorecet. The tremedol is a low dose of 50 mg. I was addicted to them a long time ago (that's what made me give up hydros a while back) . just cant take more then two in a day. Which is good. It makes me vomit if i do. Tonight I am on coke its 4:45 am and my husband and I have been snorting lines since 4:30 today which is OK I guess we do it occasionally. Like once every two three months even though we could get it every day if we wanted but I learned my lesson with the hydros, how addicted I get, after losing everything I worked so hard for.
our vehicle our apartment our computer our livingroom set. Selling items. Like our ps3 and a very expensive cario cabinet my husband got me when we were first together. This is not a habit at all. I don't even smoke weed anymore. So this is fine. I gave it all up for a good job I have. Gotta spend some time with my husband before bed.