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Today, ... I am grateful for 1) waking up still drunk and shaking on Satuday morning so that I couldn't go out till the afternoon and buy booze ... but it didn't matter right? cos its just the beginning of the weekend. 2) waking up still drunk and shaking on Sunday morning so that I couldn't go out till the afternoon and buy more booze ... but come on, if I go to bed early I'll be OK for work 3) waking up still drunk and shaking on Monday morning so that I couldn't go to work ... shouldn't have had that extra bottle of wine 4) waking up still drunk and shaking on Tuesday morning so that I couldn't go to work ... I only meant to have a four pack to ease me down, thought a bottle of wine seemed a good idea too, and then found myself stumbling back from the booze shop at 10:00 at night with a bottle of Vodka. 5) realizing what a total waste of space I was and going through 48 hours of rattling and shaking to get here on Thursday. This is as close to the rocky bottom as I want to get. So now I'm swimming to the surface and, believe me, I sure am grateful for that. |
TIAGF the fact that redemption is possible |
TIGF. Being sober and focus.... God bless |
TIAGF 526 soher days.. ....where growth is always happening and being hooked in hellish stagnation is no longer an option. Grateful where sobriety is concerned my motto is failure is not an option therefore relapse is not an option. |
TIAGF being up and creative on a wintery Saturday morning the place where the creativity comes from being out of the weather |
TIAGF The AC s are still trudging along. The dog is still trudging along. I am still trudging along The world keeps turning. |
i wish the AC's would trudge along a little quieter! as the roar is starting to mess with my serenity! grateful to have them though |
TIAGF the morning sun The peace of Sunday morning Having free time to play That my kids are happy |
TIAGF A full moon My guitar |
TIAGF The sound of Skeeter Davis singing "Don't they know, it's the end of the world...." |
TIAGF Sweet soul music the stone roses |
TIAGF a week at the beach being able to sit still for 3 hrs to watch a sunset building sandcastles with my grandchildren my husband's new job the ability to be open to change faith and hope - the guardians of my soul.... |
TIAGF A show on the life of Buddha Reminding me how much meditation helps with detachment, equilibrium and wisdom and I should be doing it MORE when under stress not LESS. |
TIAGF Making a partnership to be the eyes, ears, hands and feet of the Inteligent Universe to use to manifest intentions. As opposed to letting the beast use my hands to drink. One is letting go. And one is giving up. Grateful I am starting to learn the difference. |
TIAGF My cat's eye is healed! So thankful. It was swollen shut for a few days. Have no idea what was wrong, probably a bee sting. It looked so painful for her. I am happy she is feeling better :) |
TIAGF last nights moon A night off Cheap Trick Foo Fighters |
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