Of course the Lord died for you!
You would not be capable of knowing him and loving him unless you belonged to him. The reason we are able to believe is because he has specifically called us.
I don't have all the answers in the world.
I do know that when the Pharisees caught the woman in adultery and threw her in front of Jesus, he bent down, drew on the ground, and said, "Let him who is without sin cast the first stone."
The Pharisees all wandered away, and in the end it was just the woman before her Lord.
When it comes to our sin or righteousness, it is only the gentle and merciful Lord we have to answer to.
As was prophesied of him in the book of Isaiah:
"Here is my servant, whom I uphold,
my chosen one, in whom I delight;
I will put my Spirit on him,
and he will bring justice to the nations.
He will not shout or cry out,
or raise his voice in the streets.
A bruised reed he will not break,
And a smoldering wick he will not snuff out."
The love of Christ to you, Deziraye!