A little sad today
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A little sad today
After months of no contact, I have talked to my ex a few times this past week--hours-long conversations (which is kind of weird, when he's in active use he usually doesn't have hours for chit-chat).
Don't worry, I have no plans to see him and I feel pretty calm in my life and actually excited for this new chapter--I'm in a good place.
But I'm sad for him. His lows are so low. We spoke briefly today and he could barely talk. When I said, "How are you?" he said, "Lonely."
I am getting better at not feeling his feelings, if that makes any sense--I empathize but I don't feel as responsible for it and as if his being sad means I have to be. At the same time, what a hell of a disease. It is truly a beast.
The world is a mysterious place.
Don't worry, I have no plans to see him and I feel pretty calm in my life and actually excited for this new chapter--I'm in a good place.
But I'm sad for him. His lows are so low. We spoke briefly today and he could barely talk. When I said, "How are you?" he said, "Lonely."
I am getting better at not feeling his feelings, if that makes any sense--I empathize but I don't feel as responsible for it and as if his being sad means I have to be. At the same time, what a hell of a disease. It is truly a beast.
The world is a mysterious place.
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After months of no contact, I have talked to my ex a few times this past week--hours-long conversations (which is kind of weird, when he's in active use he usually doesn't have hours for chit-chat).
Don't worry, I have no plans to see him and I feel pretty calm in my life and actually excited for this new chapter--I'm in a good place.
But I'm sad for him. His lows are so low. We spoke briefly today and he could barely talk. When I said, "How are you?" he said, "Lonely."
I am getting better at not feeling his feelings, if that makes any sense--I empathize but I don't feel as responsible for it and as if his being sad means I have to be. At the same time, what a hell of a disease. It is truly a beast.
The world is a mysterious place.
Don't worry, I have no plans to see him and I feel pretty calm in my life and actually excited for this new chapter--I'm in a good place.
But I'm sad for him. His lows are so low. We spoke briefly today and he could barely talk. When I said, "How are you?" he said, "Lonely."
I am getting better at not feeling his feelings, if that makes any sense--I empathize but I don't feel as responsible for it and as if his being sad means I have to be. At the same time, what a hell of a disease. It is truly a beast.
The world is a mysterious place.
Big, big hug to you Caringscared. You are doing the right thing.
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Thank you, Bekindalways. Agree. I have to remind myself that there IS hope. Really important to distance yourself when necessary though and it's good to not feel guilt. I agree with Cynical One's points. He didn't make me feel guilty, I made me feel guilty.
I am getting better at not feeling his feelings, if that makes any sense--I empathize but I don't feel as responsible for it and as if his being sad means I have to be.
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