SorroW22

So i sat down tonight with a song Ive grown up hearing heavy on my heart- " God is my refuge, a strong and mighty tower that I can run in to...." Bringin me to tears as I sat down with my journal and ended up writing this.

Now i lay me down, so scared to sleep
The vividness of of the nightmares run so deep.

The memories and pain are all too real,
I can only hope a nights rest will heal.

As I toss and turn I re-live each day
Just one nights rest is all I pray.

The words and screams echo so strong
My pounding heart sings it's heartbroke song.

Now I lay me down to sleep
These painful memories I wish I wouldnt keep.


I havent cried much yet, but my tears are here tonight. Keep me in your prayer.

Bekindalways

Grieving and healing are just such dingdangdadblasted hard work.

God bless you Sorro and may you be gifted with wonderful dreams tonight and wake up with new hope, resolve and courage.

LostinLove22

Love this, a great outlet to journal. At the two week mark of bf in treatment I'm now a ball baby, cry at drop of a hat...good and bad it feels. Emotional mess lately...

Send you hugs and strength! It's not easy, right with ya.