You say suicide is for pussies. But you are the one whose even evoking that thought in people who dared to love you anyway. Yeah, you are somehow alive after 40 years of drug abuse. Which proves it's not a problem and you're hurting no one. The moral unfortunately is to accept that users use and to accept accordingly, If you die I will honor you in not being at your funeral. . If you dont die, I will honor your wishes in not doing anything to help you to live. You are worth the last teener ypi lied about, and my worth is less for having cared about you,