Having trouble
 

I havent talked or texted my AH for 7 days. And i think about it all the time. You would think as busy as i am i wouldnt have time.Taking care of my paralized son, grandkids, work, laundry, cooking ect ect ect. Everytime i do i pick up the naranon book they gave me and start readuing. Any other ideas? I really miss him , the person he used to be. Just really sad.:cries3::cries3:

I don't have too many ideas Jodigrind, but I know the feeling. Im so sorry you're going through this. Only 5 days no contact here. Sending prayers your way.

Perhaps start journaling and writing down your thoughts and feelings.

You are doing a great job although difficult!

I guess when I get that feeling, I remember why we are not talking to begin with. I changed my number so I would not feel the need to reach out. I know, kinda weird. But I did it so I would not spout angry things to him and make the situation worse than it already is. I love him and miss him so much, but I am trying to figure out exactly what I miss and love about him. Hang in there. It will get easier and you will figure out what to do in time. Be easy on yourself.