Just need to get it out
I am sorry it hurts so much. Just keep taking baby steps forward, and do the right thing every chance you can, and you will get where you need to be. a day at a time. sometimes a minute at a time. hugs.
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Yep, the last week has been minute by minute. I keep telling myself that I don't want to be back where I was in March. Funny thing is (not really) I begged for years to stop drinking because he was so mean and he was always in trouble with the law. But now, with this junk, he has checked out...Completely! I was thinking, God, why did I ask him to quit drinking only to deal with this crap? But I know neither will ever be acceptable in my life. Doesn't mean it doesn't hurt like hell.
The kids are in Phoenix with their older sister this weekend. I was kinda sad to see them go. But they don't need to see me like this. And I really need to let them deal with this too. They have not opened up about this yet. Maybe I haven't given them a chance.
The kids are in Phoenix with their older sister this weekend. I was kinda sad to see them go. But they don't need to see me like this. And I really need to let them deal with this too. They have not opened up about this yet. Maybe I haven't given them a chance.
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