Does the worrying ever stop?
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Does the worrying ever stop?
I recently left my XABF and it feels like now all I do is worry about him. I'm doing things for myself now like going back to school and getting counseling. The last few nights I've been having dreams about him, it almost feels like he's trying to speak to me through my dreams. I have no reason to even give this guy the time of day, yet I worry about him. He's mixing cigarettes, alcohol, and cocaine it's so dangerous and I worry about him constantly. Why do I even worry, he was so awful to me. Will these feelings go away?
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These feelings did eventually go away. Not the love though. I think I'll always still love him and have a special place in my heart for him. But once I started to take care of myself and get into some good counseling that really helped me excel in my life, I'm a full time student, working full time, my relationships with family have been restored. I hope anyone reading this, even if it's just one person knows that it does get better. it takes time and healing, but boy does it feel good when you've reached a point where you are truly happy and have a good sense of self. Keep it up guys!
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