gabriel01

I talked to him tonight. I couldn't tell him what I found out n how I know so much...I gave in. I lied n told him that just my guts feeling. N of course he lied. I just took his lies. He even got mad that I questioned him n didn't trust him...god, why am I such an enabler...I just finished reading the book, but I couldn't do it

Raider

You couldn't do what?

gabriel01

I don't want to deal and get frustrated because of his choice. So I was thinking to leave him, but I let him come back to my life. And listen to his lies. He said he will use the next few months to register a course and get a better job. But I know it's not going to happen if he keeps hang out with his old "buddies" and drinks. I know after few months later, I will disappointed again...but I dunno why I can't cut him off.

Raider

Gab, chances are good you will be disappointed again. Maybe you can let go long enough to take care of yourself??? It's all about you now. You can't help/fix him. Give yourself a present this Christmas, take care of you! You deserve it.