Always trust your gut !!
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Always trust your gut !!
Well today I confirmed husband using again !! Wasn't even out like a week and used but whatever !! Right now at this minute I don't even care !! Cause it has happened so many times it like nothing like my friends tell me I know u are not shocked ! Anyway I'm glad he does not live here I'm glad I don't have to look at him lie to my face when I know the truth !! Today was the last day of my old life I'm shutting this chapter for good !! God has to have something better for me Cause I know this isn't it !! Of course tho when confronted I was wrong I said I heard all 5 message on your cell phone !! He didn't know I had the code !! Didn't have S---!! To say then .. he latered texted me and I never answered back for what I've heard it all before and I've said it all before was is the point !! Just had to vent
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Yes it does!! See I been asking god to show me the truth for about 2 years and he has over and over !! My sponsor tells me that god will always show u the truth !! Ya it will hurt cause the dream is over but in my heart I know god does not want this for me anymore !! Cause if it was meant to be I would not have to work so hard for it and be so torn inside all the time I get that it took me awhile but there is nothing left for me to do but walk away with my head held high that I did everything I could humanly possible for it to work !! But guess who is still clean and sober !!! Me and that's all that matters thanks !!
Damn you,Anvil!
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