Lily1918

how do you battle it? I try to change my thinking and distract myself. Im at my friends house but I still have this lump in my chest. I tried going for a jog and I don't even want to think about housework. I just feel like sleeping. Its such a sweet escape.

AnvilheadII

is your friend there?

jimmydean

Unload your mind into a notebook... take all your thoughts and get them out of your head, put them to paper... or online version, private of course. For me this makes a huge difference, clears my mind to think straight. Try it, let me know if it works for you!

GardenMama

Hang in there, sweetie. Tomorrow is another day. Get some rest. I bet you are tired and just used to being "on" as a momma. Take care of yourself. Loneliness comes and goes, just treat it like a door-to-door salesman.

Lily1918

yes. she's wonderful and a good role model for me. she's one of the few F2F friends outside of meetings that known the good the bad and the ugly of my life and still loves and suppors me.

Lily1918

haha! that made me laugh. I think I am tired. my battle with my DDs headlice has left me exhausted.