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Old 03-05-2013, 10:54 AM
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Missing him? No! Loving ME!

So if you read back on my posts you'll see I was lied to, stolen from, blackmailed, set up, made to feel terrible, shirt, broken hearted, blamed for his relapse, screamed at, bullied,and a host of other things. With that he also manipulated me into feeling like he loved me, wanted to mmarry me, that I was wonderful, beautiful, smart, kind, and driven.

Let me tell you something: I am all those amazing things, I have a big heart and I truly DID love him...but he didn't love me unconditionally, an active user or a dry addict can't because after all their drug is their number 1 mistress, lover, and best friend.

I'm no contact and I'm loving it. Loving no drama, loving ME finally. It's worth it.

Never again will I sign up for that manipulation, hate, and addiction.
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Old 03-05-2013, 10:58 AM
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What she said!!
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Old 03-05-2013, 10:59 AM
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Thank you for the update. You sound great!!
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Old 03-05-2013, 11:03 AM
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Thank you for the update. You sound great!!
I am. Thanks to my HP, meetings, books, this forum and no contact! Thank you!!!!!
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