kelleyt

It's not that I pick addicts !! I'm a addict who has stayed clean and sober for 13 years with all of this craziness going on I meet these people in recovery I never asked god what he thought about my relationships I see that now I started playing god I want someone who has a program in there life and a god !! Not this craziness anymore it's just painful that I made these choices and I'm starting to see the real truth .. Now everyone has there own journey in this process I believe that we put down the drugs and alchol and pick up people, food, sex , realtionships or money !!! I know today that god is the only one who can help me !! Even if I did make a big mess of my life sober I was told god can turn my mess into a message no matter what as long as I keep doing the right thing in my life ... Yes I'm grieving my marraiage I had a dream !!! I will always live my
Husband but I
Know it's not meant to be and I have a mess a have to fix